re: BG Confessions

Quoting Laurnabeth:" Well I guess a third party in the mix every now and then for sexy time."

see SO wants that as well as i do but i want a completly seperate relationship with a girl... id still be with him, i love him with all my heart but i really want a gf...

Was it because I didnt have sex with you? Is it because I said the wrong things? What is it? What did I do? Why dont you man up and tell me smurf. You wanted me. You said that you needed me... did you need to cum in me? Please tell me.. I really need to know. This is tearing me up

How can you get me so scared about the possibility of some big catastrophic even will happen in december and then you up and leave us? How can you say that we are the best things that ever happened to you and that you love us so much and you leave?

I want to physically hurt you to make you feel the pain I'm feeling. I want you to scream and cry like I am.

I hate you but I still love you

Quoting mommy2noah&crystel:" see SO wants that as well as i do but i want a completly seperate relationship with a girl... id still be with him, i love him with all my heart but i really want a gf..."

So would jump at that if I wanted a relationship with a girl.

Its me though. I cant get over body issues, so it will probably never happen.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Laurnabeth:</b>" So would jump at that if I wanted a relationship with a girl. Its me though. I cant get over body issues, so it will probably never happen."</blockquote>




I want it and now that he dumped me for selfish reasons, I might just be able to have it... If I felt like going after it....but I'm tired

Quoting Laurnabeth:" So would jump at that if I wanted a relationship with a girl. Its me though. I cant get over body issues, so it will probably never happen."

Well he and his cousin (a girl) were dating the same girl and his gf left him for his cousin...so needless to say he is a little weary... he doesnt believe that i wont leave him, i love him even though he annoys me to death, but i cant imagine life without him, i just want that experience... im bi, i just have never actually acted on it.. maybe he will feel more secured after the wedding...

I just want to die.

God i wish i could knock my neighbor teeth down his throat.. Hes such an ass since him and his g/f broke up.

I think I might be a nymphomaniac. I don't think any one person could keep up with me, and I don't feel like my BF is even trying. He says he's 'tired'... but he's not too tired to masturbate at least once a night.
I will literally go insane only having sex twice a month.

When I'm lonely, I daydream about how good the sex was with my ex girlfriend. & I feel horrid for thinking it and about how much more passionate it was.

Im lonely. Im sick of being lonely. I want a boyfriend. I want someone to kiss and hold and cuddle.

Quoting Yurvette [♥]:" Im lonely. Im sick of being lonely. I want a boyfriend. I want someone to kiss and hold and cuddle. "

me too. .People always tell me "you got to be happy with yourself first"...but dammit, I love my son but he isnt a man to cuddle with and talk to  

Quoting Ꭶwan♥Nemö:" me too. .People always tell me "you got to be happy with yourself first"...but dammit, I love my son but he isnt a man to cuddle with and talk to  "

I know.... You would think after being single for the better part of 2 and a half years, I would have a great guy, but noooooo....

Today I just dont wanna do anything.
I want to lay in my bed and cry, fall alseep and never wake up.
I cant take it anymore.
No mater how much we try it is never,ever going to be enough.
Teen parenting is so smurfing hard.
We dont get everything handed to us. Its a constant struggle.
I dont want this anymore.
Sometimes I just wish I was a normal teenager with no cares in the world. I wish I could stay out all night getting completed smurfing waisted. Smoke as many ciggerates as I want too. I feel horrible for feeling like this. But my youth was ripped away from me so fast. </3

Quoting May ♥:" Today I just dont wanna do anything. I want to lay in my bed and cry, fall alseep and never wake up. ... [snip!] ... as many ciggerates as I want too. I feel horrible for feeling like this. But my youth was ripped away from me so fast. </3"

I absolutely feel your pain! I feel like this all the time its kind of nice to know im not the only one.