Today I took a pregnancy test and found out I was pregnant again. I was a week away from my appointment to get paragaurd and my son is just 3 months old. The father is my ex which is the father of my first son. I'm just so confused about how I let this happen again and let him back into my life after he's been such a douchebag. I don't see how I'm going to even keep the baby because I'm in no position to have another child financially or emotionally. BD told me that if I didn't keep this baby then me and my son would never see him again. He is promising to be there but he promised that when I was pregnant with my son and has yet to come through. I feel like if I abort then my son has no chance of having a dad because BD will never forgive me for that. I'm just so confused and depressed and I just can't believe I failed big time like this and got pregnant by the same loser who has not done anything for my son and doesn't even care about him. Part of me thinks maybe the new baby will make him change and then the next part thinks there is no way possible for me to be able to have another child. I just need advice and yes I know its stupid of me to have slept with him unprotected. I thought since I was breastfeeding then I had a low chance of getting pregnant and we used the pull out method. I have so many decisions to make.
If he wants to see his son he will see him regardless of the decision you make. He's just spewing empty threats to try and control you. They always use the child as a pawn to get what they want but you do whats right for you and I would also suggest getting a custody agreement so he cant do anything stupid.