Really bad baby fever :(

I had my procedure a short time ago on June 27th. I didnt WANT to do it, but for our family, it was for the best because we werent getting along very well, i wasnt working, and as far as I was aware I had some pretty serious health problems. Which obviously lead to us deciding that ending the pregnancy was for the best.

Since then, i've gotten an amazing full time job with benefits, where I can stay home with my son, im almost done school and our situation is soooo much better already (minus the fact that im having attitude problems with him because im still really hurt over our decision). My liver issues turned out to be something I can totally cure by eating better etc. (fatty liver), still havent found a cause for the really elevated enzymes though :/. But the only thing really left to figure out is my colon issues which I am going through tests.

Is it normal to have baby fever this early after the procedure? I still feel really bad, i just miss being pregnant, and everyone I was due with with my son are all announcing #2 and its making me really wish I was going on #2 aswell. I want my 2nd baby closer to when LO is 3. Yesterday me and SO were talking about baby names, and starting to try in april / march 2013, so that DS would be about 2 1/2 - 3 whenever #2 was born.

How can i shove these thoughs to the back of my head for a bit? Did you experience these thoughts too?

I have heard it can be normal, especially if it wasn't thing you really wanted but knew you needed to do. You're very strong for putting your family first. But have you looked into counselling?

Quoting Noneya Business:" I have heard it can be normal, especially if it wasn't thing you really wanted but knew you needed to do. You're very strong for putting your family first. But have you looked into counselling? "

Yes I have a counsellor that I see on an "as needed" basis but im so busy right now with my new job and everything else that i really dont have time to get there right now. Im hoping in 2 weeks when I work a bit later during the week that I can make a morning appt with him. I def feel like I need to let my feelings out because its hurting me so bad. I block it out alot but i feel like smurf in general.