Quoting Noneya Business:" I have heard it can be normal, especially if it wasn't thing you really wanted but knew you needed to do. You're very strong for putting your family first. But have you looked into counselling? "
Yes I have a counsellor that I see on an "as needed" basis but im so busy right now with my new job and everything else that i really dont have time to get there right now. Im hoping in 2 weeks when I work a bit later during the week that I can make a morning appt with him. I def feel like I need to let my feelings out because its hurting me so bad. I block it out alot but i feel like smurf in general.