Quoting Jynxd Blyss:" In the end, He'd really only be playing you, I mean he'll be getting laid out of it until he finds someone ... [snip!] ... see it as a chance at revenge, But you'd just be compromising yourself for something and someone you should be moving on from."
Yeah, when this came up with my ex.. I knew he'd be using me.. so, I was thinking... smurf it, I'll use him back.. lmao.. and if he ends up with his feelings hurt in the process, good.. (u just don't even know how bad he screwed me over tho)..
So, I kind of figured.. we'd be using each other.. He is desperate not to be alone.. regardless of who he's with.. and I needed to get laid.. lol.. I wouldn't want to emotionally invest, cuz I know he'd end up taking off again.. but.. what if I could take off before he did.. What if I could hurt Him this time? What if?
Its understandable why your head goes there.. I think its understandable to consider it.. to think about it.. to imagine how nice it would be to be the one who's on top this time.. the one who isn't getting crushed but might be doing the crushing..
But although thoughts of revenge are understandable.. the act of revenge is not likely to be the way you imagine it to be.. and you'll get hurt in the process too, no matter how sure you are that you won't.
Personally, I'm glad that I didn't give into that revenge temptation.. because a lot of time has passed now.. I've completely forgiven him.. and I'm glad that I didn't let smurf get more complicated (emotionally) than it already was.. for either of us.
Sometimes, you just gotta be done with a person and resolve your emotional issues with that on your own.