Quoting Amanda Manley:" As I sit here reading this post I am brought to tears! I am so terribly sorry for your's and your husbands ... [snip!] ... and your husbands heartbreak and loss! I can not imagine the pain this decision cost you. You are a strong beautiful woman! "
I needed a good vent/cry....
Didnt mean to make anyone else cry.
Ive shared my story on here lots of times PRAYING that somebody reads it and passes on the information. I am a firm beleiver in EVERY WOMAN of child bearing age should be taking a folate supplement if she does not eat healthy. The neural tube starts to develop even before most women realize they are pregnant. So if you wait until week 4,5,6,7,8.... it could be too late.
The pain is something I've learned to deal with. Its been rough, trust me.