re: KICKING & SCREAMING 19

seriously you're not gonna answer me?
SmUrf YOU too.
don't even bother coming to me anymore and askign for me to pick up shifts.
I'm already picking up a double on Monday nnow and working my first Wednesday night in months.
the least you can do is let me stay home and tkae care of my smurfing kid tonight  

Quoting kthx.:" Come the smurf onnnnnn. $280 pay check? I am NOT about to run this smurfing store for $280 a week. ... [snip!] ... ON, SmUrfERS. Not to mention, a smurfing store clerk makes the same, if not more, per week. What kind of bullsmurf is this  "

haven't they smurfed up your checks a few times? I mean, I make that in one paycheck. Min. wage part time  Someone who does payroll is a douche obviously.

Not you too ears. Pleeeeease don't go all wonky on me.    

Ugh. I dont wanna get up. I have to wrap my phone up...   Boo... Now that this isout of the way. I can try and guessimate how much money I am going to have. I know I have to get newglasses whenshe comes up. SmUrf MY SPACE BAR BUTTON!!!!!!

I have to poop.
did you hae to go in the bathroom RIGHT now  

Not really a K&S but slowly things are going back to the way they should be.

<3 I am dating someone that loves me, really loves me... and actually cares for my kids. I was so worried about that, and damn he's really stepped up. He's really showing me.

I'm getting a car on monday, and hoping that works out.

And I just need to pay $30 to my fees for school and I'm starting the new semester.

AND I got $250 in food stamps so I was able to put food on the table.


PLEASE let this be a sign things will turn around for me.

thank you boss lady.
for sayign I could stay home and take care of my baby.
it means a lot.

You are seriously gunna sit here and tell me that all the attempts I have made in the past for you to help me with YOUR sons bills is me attacking you? And the one text you pay attention to is the one where I am begging you to help me this month. And to top that off ur gunna sit here and THANK me for begging you?

You disgust me.

I don't wanna be siiiick.   I wanna go lay down. But SO keeps nodding off. He's getting over what I have. LET ME SLEEP!

Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" You are seriously gunna sit here and tell me that all the attempts I have made in the past for you to ... [snip!] ... I am begging you to help me this month. And to top that off ur gunna sit here and THANK me for begging you? You disgust me."

  I had that conversation back in August. I begged for help and for him to be involved in his sons life and he thankedme for that.
Smurfing disgusting.

Quoting Curlyheadedfck:"   I had that conversation back in August. I begged for help and for him to be involved in his sons life and he thankedme for that. Smurfing disgusting. "

I don't understand people. I don't understand how he can sleep at night knowing what a smurffy, disgusting person he is.

How the smurf could someone thank anyone for that? How could anyone leave someone in a position to even have to do that?  

Wish I could be there to celebrate your bday with you baby.

Unfortunately your dad is inviting every single bitch I hate, and I wasn't invited.


--> I would have dealt with the stares and the smurf talking and be there to celebrate your 5th bday though.

Oh well, I gotta work anyways.

Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" I don't understand people. I don't understand how he can sleep at night knowing what a smurffy, disgusting ... [snip!] ... How the smurf could someone thank anyone for that? How could anyone leave someone in a position to even have to do that?  "

I have no idea. I don'tknow how he calls himself a father when he has NOTHING to do with himand never has.
I don't get how he sits there and says how it's "killing" him to be away from him but makes no efforts to see him or talk to me to findout how he is
I amjust so over him honestly. We are much better off without him.

Quoting Curlyheadedfck:" I have no idea. I don'tknow how he calls himself a father when he has NOTHING to do with himand never ... [snip!] ... no efforts to see him or talk to me to findout how he is I amjust so over him honestly. We are much better off without him."

I sometimes wish my son's dad would just disappear. I wouldn't mind struggling this bad if I was the only one reaping the benefits. I know that sounds selfish but it's true. I sit here and struggle to clothe & feed him and his dad gets to just reap the benefits of everything.

I wish I could just run away, hide us and never look back.

Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" I sometimes wish my son's dad would just disappear. I wouldn't mind struggling this bad if I was the ... [snip!] ... feed him and his dad gets to just reap the benefits of everything. I wish I could just run away, hide us and never look back."

<3<3<3
I get mad that I struggle to work go to school and take care of NJ pay all my bills everything he needs..
and his dad is out drinking, partying sleeping however much he wants too..
sigh.