re: Would it make me a bad person

I had made a post like this before, but even animals will abort when their circumstances change. It's a natural thing and a completely valid reason.

HOWEVER, you just broke up with him and need some time to think it out, not make a decision in grief and anger. I'd suggest seeking a counselor at planned parenthood and lay your emotions out to think about them. To be honest, I completely understand your feelings and motivation. Just give it time and think about it <3

Quoting Squid Kid:" I had made a post like this before, but even animals will abort when their circumstances change. It's ... [snip!] ... about them. To be honest, I completely understand your feelings and motivation. Just give it time and think about it <3"

This.

Quoting Squid Kid:" I had made a post like this before, but even animals will abort when their circumstances change. It's ... [snip!] ... about them. To be honest, I completely understand your feelings and motivation. Just give it time and think about it <3"

like i said. im definitely going to talk about it to professional, and stuff, but in all honesty, if i do choose to do it i would rather be earlier than later, and im already 9 weeks.. id rather make an informed decision asap then a rushed one now.

Quoting V's Mom! [EXPECTING #2!]:" like i said. im definitely going to talk about it to professional, and stuff, but in all honesty, if ... [snip!] ... i would rather be earlier than later, and im already 9 weeks.. id rather make an informed decision asap then a rushed one now."

I completely understand.

Would you be able to be guilt free after you've already seen the fetus on an ultrasound though? The last thing you want is regret, but you are right and your current living daughter does need to come first. I know you could probably never go through with adoption since you wanted this baby in the start and would get really attached.
Set up an appointment with a counselor asap so you can try getting your thoughts layed out as quickly as possible if you need to do this early.

Quoting Squid Kid:" I completely understand. Would you be able to be guilt free after you've already seen the fetus on ... [snip!] ... with a counselor asap so you can try getting your thoughts layed out as quickly as possible if you need to do this early."

I dont know if i can live with the guilt. but V is my number 1. if this one was already born i would of course make it my number 1 right up there with her, but since the situation changed so quickly and for the worse, i cant take away the things i will barely be able to provide for V for this baby, and then make them both suffer because i cant provide all they both need. i could do it with V. but i know how much babys cost, and i know how much work they will take. being single iwth no job and living with my ex until i can get a job isnt exactly what i want to put 2 kids through its not even fair V has to go through it, she deserves the world.   idk. like i said i love this baby already, but because its not physically here, i love V more. if this baby was already born i know my love would be equal of course. but i have the option to make things better for V and myself, or me struggle to make things worse for baby, V, and me.

im not sure if my reasons make sense. and idk if its something i will go through with, but i am definitely looking out more so for V than anything and anyone else right now. :/

Good luck. I am in your situation as well kinda. Good luck with your decision as it takes a strong person either way you choose

Quoting V's Mom! [EXPECTING #2!]:" to consider abortion, for a baby we tried to conceive.. god i want this baby so much. but i dont know ... [snip!] ... know if i can do this alone.. i really need help. im so hurt and heartbroken and have no where to go. no idea of what to do."

I'm in a similar situation. No, it wouldn't make you a bad person.
But you are stronger than you think. I figured out that my Bf wasn't going to be able to grow up and support me and the baby the way we deserve. I considered abortion as well. You just have to find the right support system to help you realize that you are capable of doing it alone. But of course it is ultimately up to you what you choose to do. If anyone thinks differently of you then they were never a true friend to begin with..

Definitely not. You TTC thinking you would not be a single mother. Circumstances are now different.

<blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary Zeppelin:</b>" Definitely not. You TTC thinking you would not be a single mother. Circumstances are now different."</blockquote>




I have no idea what to do  

Quoting V's Mom! [EXPECTING #2!]:" <blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary Zeppelin:</b>" Definitely not. You TTC thinking you ... [snip!] ... you would not be a single mother. Circumstances are now different."</blockquote> I have no idea what to do  "

I'm sorry... I wouldn't know either. have you talked more to your ex? like do you think this is 100% serious? does he say anything about keeping it or abortion

<blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary Zeppelin:</b>" I'm sorry... I wouldn't know either. have you talked more to your ex? like do you think this is 100% serious? does he say anything about keeping it or abortion"</blockquote>




He left at 9 pm bc he wnt out with his ex girlfriend from
Before me and it's 4 am and he hasn't come home. I don't think he is. He doesnt get a say in what I choose. He lost his ability to make a say when he decided he was going to not respect me and my feelings by going out already, wasn't even 12 hours after we broke up.

It certainly would not make you a bad person. You went into ttc in a relationship with ideas of how your future would be. Now he has flipped that right over and your circumstances have changed. It is natural to now be thinking things differently. The best thing to do is talk to your work and see if they will under exceptional circumstances scrap your 2 weeks notice. Your situation has changed, and I am sure they will much prefer to keep you as a worker than have to search for someone to replace you. Then least you will know where you stand on income right now. But definitely go and speak to a professional regarding abortion. I know you very much wanted this baby and it is understandle that you want to thoroughly go through your options before deciding. Stay strong mama. Whatever your decision, we are all here for you.

Quoting V's Mom! [EXPECTING #2!]:" <blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary Zeppelin:</b>" I'm sorry... I wouldn't know either. ... [snip!] ... when he decided he was going to not respect me and my feelings by going out already, wasn't even 12 hours after we broke up."

...do you think he had already cheated beforehand   sorry, that's just odd to do that right away. what a smurfing prick.

Ugh what a terrible position to be put in. You are not a bad person for considering abortion, and you won't be a bad person if you go through with it, or if you decide to continue the pregnancy. You weren't aiming to be in this situation at all, you were shoved there. I wish you the best with whatever you decide to do.