Okay to Feel Sad?

I have such mixed emotions about abortion, especially my own. I love my two year old daughter and would LOVE to have more children, but there were so many factors that weren't right, and we did everything we were supposed to to prevent pregnancy. I just really have a hard time expressing how I feel though because it was a decision that I made. It wasn't a miscarriage, it was my choice. I feel guilty for feeling sad. Especially reading all these posts about people losing their pregnancies and/or ttc for years. But I AM, I am sad. Anyone else go through this post-abortion?

Yeah, although we made the choice. Lots of woman still feel sad and have PAS from it. I surely got depressed over it for years. Back then I could never ever say anything about it and if anyone said anything about abortion I cried and had no control over it no matter were I was. Your not the only one who feels that way so don't worry.