Depression with Pregnancy... PLEASE HELP ME!!!

I'm 21 years old and have suffered from clinical depression for about two years now. There were no events that lead to the start of my depression, it simply just hit me one day. Sometime I feel so alone like noone understands how I'm feeling, and that things will never begin to look up. Since pregnant, things for me have plummeted down hill. I have a hard time just getting out of bed everyday to shower. I go nowhere and do nothing. My day consists of sitting on the couch, making sure I eat, and making sure I take my vitamins. I have zero motivation, I feel hopeless, and some of the thoughts that cross my mind are unbelievable. I'm sure if I opened up and explained the things I think about, people would think I was literally crazy. I just want to know if there's anyone out there who shares my feelings, or am I alone. If there is, how are you dealing with it, and what are your biggest issues? Please Help!!

im exactly the same have been since i was 15, there has been alot of events that led me to depression though
last year it got so bad i started hurting myself and thats when everyone noticed i felt like i was in this black hole all alone
the worst part was feeling like people thought i was just crazy and attention seeking when what you really want is to be left alone
i broke up with my ex round that time and reacted a bit crazy (even though i didnt care that much) so he and everyone else thought i was crazy and still do i cant speak to any of them anynore becasue they just judge me
plus i never seem to be good a a job becuase i get so down when sitting at a desk or aound people i wander to the loos for like 20mins at a time to be alone and i txt on my phone to ty and cheer myself up or go on here when i shudnt and people think im a bad person because i dont work hard when the truth is i dont have that drive that others seem to and i dont want special treatment i just want to be left alone at home


so yes i do know how you feel and the worst part is i still feel like dying and i pity this baby for having me as a mom

so dont feel alone because im right there with you i just cope by faking a smile each day and acting like nothing bothers me

i hope you and your baby do ok 

btw if you need someone to talk 2 PT me xx

Hi there. Im 21 and have suffered your symptoms for as long as i can remember. The feeling became more frequent when i was about 3 months pregnant, and still continue often.
I know exactly how ur feeling.

The best thing you can do is surround yourself with people that really care for you. If you dont feel comfortable talking to your loved ones, then consider seeking some type of counseling. That's what im doing right now.

When ever im feeling low and worthless, i always tell myself that things will get better. I do things that i know are good for the baby. I'll take a walk outside, go to the beach and lay out for a while. read or play a song for the baby. Do anything that can help you take ur mind of the negative feelings.
I hope i helped atleast a little. You are definately not alone!

Iknow exactly how you feel. I was so depressed for no reason. It was a chore just to eat and make sure I tooka shower.My husband made meget off the couch and out of the house. Whether it was walking or just going to the store to look at baby stuff. I picked up crocheting.

I don't work and my husband is working full time and going to the police academy everyday as well when he gets off. So I am alone all day and evening. Talking to my friends and getting out of the house helpsa lot.