Quoting I ♥ Charlee & bean:" Good! Lol I don't want to sound like some jealous bitch wife lol"
nah, i think it's normal. but.... i am a little jealous and bitchy sometimes. like, tonight... my daughter went to her dad's, so i finally have a weekend night off (first time in probably 3 weeks or so). my boyfriend came home around 7 and made macaroni and cheese for us, and we ate that. well, he rents a garage (he has lots of tools and crap, but no garage at his house, so he rents one), and he looked like he was going to go somewhere after he was done eating, so i asked him where he was going. he said he was going to his garage, and to the store for some bottled water and soup. lol, that's how we prepare for the hurricane. so, i was like, "ok." and i'm on here doing some stuff, and he goes upstairs. so, then i went up to watch tv and finish clipping some coupons. well, he was in the bathroom and he was fixing his hair or something. and when i noticed he looked like he was going somewhere it was because eh went to get his pants out of the wash and put on clean jeans. and i'm kind of confused as to why he needs clean jeans and a hairdo to go over to his garage to put a tarp on the roof because the rain is coming.....? i have a feeling he is going to go out to the bar without me. he does that all the time. and i always tell him it would be nice if he would just ask me to come along or whatever, and he says "ok, ok" and then he never does.
a couple years ago, i went snooping in his phone and fb and he had all these messages from a girl we know and she was like trying to get him to go out with her and give a relationship with her "a chance" or some smurf. he claimed nothing happened, but ti was a really tough thing. there's more to it beside the messages and stuff. it kind of made me less trusting, even though i want to believe that nothing happened. i guess i feel jealous and stuff because of that. i mean, i feel like i really do believe that he's telling the truth about not kissing her or having sex with her or whatever, but... i wish he would have told me about all the messages and all the smurf she was saying so that i could believe him more, you know? like, if you really weren't reciprocating, wouldn't you say to your girlfriend, "jeez, there is this crazy girl trying to get me to go out with her and idk what is going on because i never gave her that impression"? and also, one of the messages said something like, "oh, my daughter's going to bed early tonight. i'll leave the door unlocked in case you come back over."
i think i'm still upset over that. it started happening around halloween a couple years ago too, so... this time of yr kind of makes me remember it all. ugh. idk why i just rambled about all that.....