re: **Official April 2013 Due Date Thread**

Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:" It's so cheap too! A great steal. Not sure if I trust the website though, I'm going to have to look ... [snip!] ... http://windsor.kijiji.ca/c-buy-and-sell-baby-items-cribs-Espresso-Wood-Crib-With-Mattress-Conversion-Kit-W0QQAdIdZ419563216"

I like that one too  

I'd just google the reviews and such

Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:" I think I might have felt the baby the other day and it's my first (getting this far along). I'm 15w 1d today, so I don't think it's too early for you!"

I've felt baby move a few times. Today he has been on a roll, I keep feeling the flutters lol
I can't wait until it is more noticeable

SO let me sleep in this morning, and then when I came downstairs he had a menu for me for what he would cook me for breakfast haha. I went with eggs, bacon and toast  
He surprised me and went to the store while I was sleeping because we had NO food.
Tonight we're going to this little Greek pizza place we always used to go to like the first month we started dating because it was over by where he lived before we moved in together, and we've gone there once in a while throughout our relationship.


I'm getting scared though. Every time in the past(before I broke up with him last year) when things started to go really well, everything would crash. Like every time I would start thinking things were finally getting better without fail I would either find drugs or find out he was talking to drug dealers again or something like that. Ahhhhhhh! I know he's clean now but I can't help to be really scared  

Quoting Timeless[Due 4.29]#3:" lol I love that analogy Im sure it was then what you felt. Now I want a Kit kat bar thank you haha"

Lol!! I forget where I read that yesterday...... I laughed when I saw it. I'm not a big chocolate fan though!

Quoting I ♥ Charlee & bean:" I've felt baby move a few times. Today he has been on a roll, I keep feeling the flutters lol I can't wait until it is more noticeable "

I really just don't know what I'm looking for. I could be feeling it all day and have no idea! lol

Quoting Becky☮Will:" SO let me sleep in this morning, and then when I came downstairs he had a menu for me for what he would ... [snip!] ... talking to drug dealers again or something like that. Ahhhhhhh! I know he's clean now but I can't help to be really scared  "

It's always hard trusting people who had a past like that. I've been there and done that. SO and I went through a really bad patch. I'm sure things will be fine and I'm so happy things are going well for you! I definitely hope they stay like that.

Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:" I really just don't know what I'm looking for. I could be feeling it all day and have no idea! lol"

Well when they are still teeney it feels kind of like gas bubbles lol

Quoting Becky☮Will:" SO let me sleep in this morning, and then when I came downstairs he had a menu for me for what he would ... [snip!] ... talking to drug dealers again or something like that. Ahhhhhhh! I know he's clean now but I can't help to be really scared  "

aw, that is sweet  

It is totally normal to be scared! I am sure everything will be fine, though   And you always have us to talk to when you are worried

Quoting I ♥ Charlee & bean:" Well when they are still teeney it feels kind of like gas bubbles lol"

I read that it can feel like a gold fish lol!

Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:" I read that it can feel like a gold fish lol!"

Or like a cricket   lol

gold fish sounds about right, like when they flip their tail around lol

<blockquote><b>Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:</b>" It's always hard trusting people who had a past like that. I've been there and done that. SO and I went ... [snip!] ... bad patch. I'm sure things will be fine and I'm so happy things are going well for you! I definitely hope they stay like that."</blockquote>




He really is a good person but the drugs always got the best of him. I dealt with it for 3 years, and things got way worse after I left him before they got better. Now my roommates moved out and he moved in and I'm pregnant and it sucks because I'm relying on him so much and idk what I would do if I found out he was doing drugs again. If I kicked him out I would never be able to afford rent on my own and my lease isn't up until the end of February. Plus I wouldn't have any income once the baby comes. I'm like walking on a tightrope right now lol. I hate relying on other people and its scary that I'm relying on someone who's let me down so many times.
Sometimes I think I should have aborted  
I know once the babys here it will all be worth it, and I would hate myself if I had an abortion. Its just hard right now.

<blockquote><b>Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:</b>" I read that it can feel like a gold fish lol!"</blockquote>




That's exactly what it feels like lol. Like you're being tickled from the inside  

Why the hell are my boobs leaking right now???? Isn't it way too early!?!?!?!?

Quoting Becky☮Will:" <blockquote><b>Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:</b>" It's always hard trusting people ... [snip!] ...   I know once the babys here it will all be worth it, and I would hate myself if I had an abortion. Its just hard right now."

I hate relying on people too, it scares the smurf out of me because if something went wrong I would be screwed.

And you are NOT alone in those feelings..I keep them to myself but sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant  

Quoting shelbylynn [15 WEEKS!]:" Why the hell are my boobs leaking right now???? Isn't it way too early!?!?!?!?"

Because you're lucky   lol, not too early at all