re: **Official April 2013 Due Date Thread**

Quoting Monique O'Donoghue:" Hi everyone im new to this. I am due April 19 and think this is cool to be able to talk to other expectant mums around the same due date. Look forward to hearing from some of you  "

Welcome and congratulations  

i think my bf and i are breaking up.... i'm really depressed over it. plus, my glucose test results were high... i just feel like i don't want to do anything. i don't want to eat (but i still am because i know i have to), i don't want to do much of anything. i have been crying on and off all day. i have to get my daughter tomorrow, but i don't want her seeing me like this....

Quoting MommaNoodle:" i think my bf and i are breaking up.... i'm really depressed over it. plus, my glucose test results were ... [snip!] ... i have been crying on and off all day. i have to get my daughter tomorrow, but i don't want her seeing me like this.... "

  sorry you have to deal with all of that while pregnant

Quoting MommaNoodle:" i think my bf and i are breaking up.... i'm really depressed over it. plus, my glucose test results were ... [snip!] ... i have been crying on and off all day. i have to get my daughter tomorrow, but i don't want her seeing me like this.... "

I am so sorry your going through this it is really tough...When I was pregnant with my second daughter me and my husband split 6 weeks away from my due date and stayed separated until my daughter was 2 months...It was an emotional roller coaster...I cried over everything

Quoting mom2hailey&leah:" I am so sorry your going through this it is really tough...When I was pregnant with my second daughter ... [snip!] ... my due date and stayed separated until my daughter was 2 months...It was an emotional roller coaster...I cried over everything"

i still need him to bring me to the hospital and stuff. my sister is half an hour away, and i don't want to have to call her....

Quoting MommaNoodle:" i think my bf and i are breaking up.... i'm really depressed over it. plus, my glucose test results were ... [snip!] ... i have been crying on and off all day. i have to get my daughter tomorrow, but i don't want her seeing me like this.... "

i'm sorry  
with my second pregnancy we were on 'n off, and it was just a rollercoaster through hell. constant threats about how he'd take clara once she was born 'n i'd never see her  
continued on past her birth, custody 'n all, and now, she's 2 1/2, back together, and we're expecting this baby, ha.

So, i feel you on the stress of this stuff through pregnancy  
I hope you can get your stuff from him, and find some sort of peace of mind for now!

Quoting KNZ.:" i'm sorry   with my second pregnancy we were on 'n off, and it was just a rollercoaster through hell. ... [snip!] ... of this stuff through pregnancy   I hope you can get your stuff from him, and find some sort of peace of mind for now! "

today i don't really have much peace of mind. i don't want to leave for real, but i know it's only making it worse if i stay. i want him to apologize, but he never will. i want to be happy again, but i don't think i am ever going to be with him again if he continues to be the way he is. i am always going to resent him for not showing that he cares, when i'm not even sure he is capable of showing it. so, how can i be angry? idk.... i don't want to be alone, but being in a relationship with him doesn't make me feel any less lonely. before i met him, i was just about done. i told myself if it didn't work with him, then that was it. it worked and i was cool. now, it's not working, and i don't want to admit that i am going to be alone forever because i cannot go through this again, especially with another kid. i can't put myself out there for someone else again, and have my own heart and those of my kids crushed too. idk what to do.

Quoting MommaNoodle:" today i don't really have much peace of mind. i don't want to leave for real, but i know it's only making ... [snip!] ... i can't put myself out there for someone else again, and have my own heart and those of my kids crushed too. idk what to do. "

totally understandable <3
you don't have to share anything you're not comfortable sharing, but is it just a general disconnect that you're feeling with him? something you can work on/talk about (if you haven't already)?

Quoting KNZ.:" totally understandable <3 you don't have to share anything you're not comfortable sharing, but is ... [snip!] ... is it just a general disconnect that you're feeling with him? something you can work on/talk about (if you haven't already)? "

it's that he doesn't seem to take my feelings into account. last night was our "anniversary" (of the day we "met" online, lol) and i wanted to do something.... oh, just read this.
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about2415844.html
i can't really talk to him. if i do, i'll cry and he won't talk to me if i cry, but i can't help it... idk.

Quoting MommaNoodle:" it's that he doesn't seem to take my feelings into account. last night was our "anniversary" (of the ... [snip!] ... i can't really talk to him. if i do, i'll cry and he won't talk to me if i cry, but i can't help it... idk."

oh geeze   definitely sounds like he's only caring about himself.
i agree you deserve better than that..  

Quoting MommaNoodle:" it's that he doesn't seem to take my feelings into account. last night was our "anniversary" (of the ... [snip!] ... i can't really talk to him. if i do, i'll cry and he won't talk to me if i cry, but i can't help it... idk."

That is really messed up. I read the thread. He's an smurf

<blockquote><b>Quoting MommaNoodle:</b>" it's that he doesn't seem to take my feelings into account. last night was our "anniversary" (of the ... [snip!] ... i can't really talk to him. if i do, i'll cry and he won't talk to me if i cry, but i can't help it... idk."</blockquote>

  you deserve so much better than that mama. <3

Quoting KNZ.:" oh geeze   definitely sounds like he's only caring about himself. i agree you deserve better than that..  "

he sometimes does really nice things for me. recently, he installed a stackable washer/dryer in his kitchen for me so i wouldn't have to lug the laundry all the way to the basement. and he fixed some other little things, and told me he wanted to put the new countertop in soon (his house is a work in progress, lol). it's all stuff i've wanted to have done before the baby gets here and it seemed like maybe he finally had the realization that the time is approaching quickly and he needs to get these things going.

but then he does stuff like this. and this is the one thing that ALWAYS happens and always makes us fight. he knows how upset i get. and he said he did have plans for us last night and that's fine and dandy, but come on! am i totally wrong for getting fed up by 10 pm on new year's eve?? i told him that by 10 or so and him not being home, i started to panic, like, "oh smurf, are we going to still be doing something?" idk any other girl who wouldn't get panicky by then. for real. but he seems to think i overreacted in some way because he "was gonna invite me to come out" or whatever the hell it was. but... i sometimes think it's bullsmurf because he has said smurf like this before about having plans and me ruining them by jumping the gun and getting pissy...... i do deserve better. but. he was the better. and now he's not. so.... i'm worried i'm not gonna find anything better than this.

Quoting MommaNoodle:" i think my bf and i are breaking up.... i'm really depressed over it. plus, my glucose test results were ... [snip!] ... i have been crying on and off all day. i have to get my daughter tomorrow, but i don't want her seeing me like this.... "

  I'm so sorry.

Quoting MommaNoodle:" i still need him to bring me to the hospital and stuff. my sister is half an hour away, and i don't want to have to call her...."

I would set aside a little bit of $ for a cab, just in case! I'm doing it and I have like 4 people I could call to take me... I'm just scared that I happen to go in to labor the second ALL of them are tied up somewhere else and can't get away >.<