My baby Dalton

I have 3 beautiful children, the youngest is 8 mo old. She was only 4 mo when I got preg on BC, I was scare and worried bout having four but I loved him and was just as happy. My leggs swelled real bad at the beginning but then it went away, I don't understand what happened but I was 16 weeks, I started cramping really bad, ER said I was just dehydrated and drink lots of water, I did everything they said, last wednesday I hurt do bad I was going to the ER, when I took a shower things started comming out, then my Dalton fell n my hand, I didn't know he was a boy till then, I can't get this nightmare out of my head, I just held his lil, 67 ounce body n my hand, he was fully formed but so so little. I had to have a D & C, I did get to bring him home and burry him, I've never felt so empty, the pain is killing me! I want answers, my cervics ripped with my 2 nd child but he lived, was it the scaring, too soon after having Kenzie, and I wanted a boy so bad, I fill the only way to get me back again is to have another, a boy but it won't ever b the same, and I'll just stress the whole time afraid of loosing it, how soon can I get preg and how do I get out of this darkness, I love the nights and cry like crazy cause the sun comes up, I can't get the look of him falling n my hand out of my mind it's n front of every thought,

Oh my gosh. I am so sorry for your loss  

*hugs*

I'm sorry to hear about that.

Btw you might want to fix your profile. You have a November and January due date showing and you stated in your about me that you have 2 children while this post says you have 3.

I'm so sorry for your loss   *hugs*

Oh my gosh momma I am so sorry for your loss.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting 1st1ontheway:</b>" I'm sorry to hear about that. Btw you might want to fix your profile. You have a November and January ... [snip!] ... November and January due date showing and you stated in your about me that you have 2 children while this post says you have 3."</blockquote>


I don't need to re post smurf, read a little better, I had two children when I did baby ga ga with Kenzie who was due n Nov and was the four mo old when I got preg with Dalton who was due Jan, I coose to use my old profile and intellegense can add when they read u the one confussed, dont b critical to those going through things like this, I'd appriciate u to comment elsewhere

Quoting Melissa Kincaid:" <blockquote><b>Quoting 1st1ontheway:</b>" I'm sorry to hear about that. Btw you might ... [snip!] ... they read u the one confussed, dont b critical to those going through things like this, I'd appriciate u to comment elsewhere"

I was just letting you know so that OTHERS didnt jump down your throat calling you a fake or something. Not ME. Ive seen it happen many time on here. I was trying to help you out.

Quoting Melissa Kincaid:" <blockquote><b>Quoting 1st1ontheway:</b>" I'm sorry to hear about that. Btw you might ... [snip!] ... they read u the one confussed, dont b critical to those going through things like this, I'd appriciate u to comment elsewhere"

I don't think she was trying to be a bitch, she was just letting you know that it might confuse some people. I'm sure she was just letting you know so that you don't get attacked and accused of being a fake like a lot of other people on here.  


I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you have all the help and support that you and your family may need during this difficult time.

I appologize that's what I thought u was doing, questioning me, I shouldn't b do harsh, I just burried him and I'm not myself, but yes Kenzie was due n nov, this one was supposed to b Jan, please forgive me I'm on the defense at everything and I thought I was being attacked, thank u

Quoting Melissa Kincaid:" I appologize that's what I thought u was doing, questioning me, I shouldn't b do harsh, I just burried ... [snip!] ... this one was supposed to b Jan, please forgive me I'm on the defense at everything and I thought I was being attacked, thank u"

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Quoting Melissa Kincaid:" I appologize that's what I thought u was doing, questioning me, I shouldn't b do harsh, I just burried ... [snip!] ... this one was supposed to b Jan, please forgive me I'm on the defense at everything and I thought I was being attacked, thank u"

No need to apologize. I hope that you feel better soon. Ive been in your shoes a couple times and its really hard. Some hospitals have groups for women who have had miscarriages btw. Maybe you can look into that?

Thak u for being so kind, I'm really not like that, I'm sorry u have gone through this, it's hell!! Have a good day

<blockquote><b>Quoting Melissa Kincaid:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting 1st1ontheway:</b>" I'm sorry to hear about that. Btw you might ... [snip!] ... they read u the one confussed, dont b critical to those going through things like this, I'd appriciate u to comment elsewhere"</blockquote>




Oh the irony of intelligence being misspelled :-)

Sorry for your loss op.