Quoting Zach&Evan'sMom:" I am so sorry, Heather. I knew that this had to be so hard on your heart, mind and body My heart aches for you and Isabel. It truly does. My prayers are always with yall. Always."
It is Amanda.. & I have to let it out alone..
I feel so alone..
Jordan doesnt feel upset about it. I wish I could be like him and say it is what it is.
But hes not the one who sat with her in the hospital for 3 weeks and who has done everything with her medically..
I had to watch her suffer.. and its just so hard.
I feel numb..
I never thought I'd ever be in a situation like this ever.
I thank God for her everyday.. she's such an angel. I just love her to death and dont want her to be treated differently..
But with society they do.
I've had people crush my hopes already for Isabel to lead a normal life by telling me she will never get married and she will never have kids.
I just.. I dont know..
I'm taking it hard again tonight after that conference.. seeing all the kids.. was just heartbreaking. Why do they have to suffer when theyve done nothing wrong.. you know?