Quoting Stu Padasso:" Hey guys just got back Took the first pill, not feeling too bad. Liam's at his grandma's house. I'm just ... [snip!] ... guys updated I mean it, I love you guys. I don't know where else I would have been able to find this kind of wonderful support."
I'm sorry you had to go alone. Having one is hard enough but having to go through it alone is even more tough. =( *e-hug!* The good thing is there are tons of people on here who are supportive. A blog sounds like a good idea, you can vent and get it all out if you need to.
I hope it all is over with quickly and easily as possible. =\