I feel so wrong

Me and my fiancée have been together for 5years and have a 3year old and are getting married 7/13/13 we have been TTC for about a year now and I had a maybe moment last month that broke my heart I need to no if I am crazy or what my mother inlay and most of anyone else's is very difficult I wanted to get married on Oct 8th 2013 and she said now but my fiancee's brother just got engaged he was devices not ever a year ago yet and they are planning for Oct and my mother inlay is cool with it I get so mad any time they bring up there wedding I feel bad for that I wanna be happy but I just can't and that's now 3 people engaged in this years so far after us and I just feel you've already been married why do they have to steal my lime light I feel cheated and we are broke and there now so were gunna be the smurffy wedding before 2 fantastic ones now onto my TTC issue no one knows were trying my sister inlay noes we are not preventing it but she doesn't no we want another and are trying considering how Bardot was with the 1st she was not planned and we broke up and he wanted an abortion I got assaulted at my job it was bad and now we are together and happy 5years so this is a big deal and we get a phone call 2 nights ago from my brother inlaw and his fiancee is pregnant I am just so angry they are getting my dream wedding and pregnancy I just wanna have my life and god gave it to them is it crazy that I'm friction furious about it my soon to be hubby is like I like at date 7/13/13 and I'm like well I don't and I thought the wedding is supposed to be my thing and i want a baby so mad but how can I be mad about them getting pregnant it's not like they were trying and that's my niece or nephew I could never be mad about that but I am what's wrong with me!

Ehh no, jealousy is a natural human emotion. I'm getting married in 2 months and SO's brother is getting married next year, and I'm sick of hearing about their wedding lol.

holy cluster smurf.

everyone deserves to get married. just because they got engaged after you doesn't mean they're stealing your "lime light" on purpose.

Wtf. Are you 12?

Sorry I'm on my iPad and auto spell check took over and my spelling look messed up big time lmao

I know how you feel, OP. My cousin decided to get married the same day as me and I was pretty bitter about it. Now Idgaf. Jealousy is normal.

Just focus on your own life. Don't worry about what everyone else is doing. Jealousy and envy are two emotions that will eat you alive.

It's really hard it's not like we just take 2 times a year we are together for family diner once a week so it's hard to just focus they used toast us about ideas and plans at diner but now they ask them and I got well we were thinking bla bla bla and they just look at me and go back to them we just got pushed to the side it hurts but I wanna be happy for them you no I love them both and they deserve a great wedding and beautiful baby it's just that's what I wanted and I feel cheated a little by god he's the one with the master plan so is the plan that I can't have anymore kids and I'm gunna be bitter and turn evil or something I can't even get my bridesmaids together to go dress shopping with out feeling bad

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Damn you people are harsh I though y'all were ttc and accully came on here to support each other what happen to compassion in this world and if you didnt read my other post apologizing for my spelling / iPad auto correct then why post anything if your not got going to read it all

Quoting Sugar Momma:" Damn you people are harsh I though y'all were ttc and accully came on here to support each other what ... [snip!] ... read my other post apologizing for my spelling / iPad auto correct then why post anything if your not got going to read it all"

You should post at night. Daytime BGers are smurfing nuts!

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mrs. Weasley [is married]:</b>" You should post at night. Daytime BGers are smurfing nuts!"</blockquote>




Thanx

 

Quoting luvmy2grlz!:" Well actually I'm on day and night.   I also don't think that I'm nuts.   It just makes it really hard to give someone helpful advice when you can't understand what they are typing. "

I understood it completely by using context clues. You were a huge smurf to her for NO reason. She has every right to be upset.

Quoting luvmy2grlz!:" Well actually I'm on day and night.   I also don't think that I'm nuts.   It just makes it really hard to give someone helpful advice when you can't understand what they are typing. "

Who are you.....the BG punctuation police? We could all read it fine, smurf off and stop stirring up smurf.