Quoting Suraya's mommy ♥:" I want to keep this baby, but it's just not going to happen. This is what my SO just said to me, "I'm ... [snip!] ... give me another baby when I'm ready, but this just is not meant to be I guess. Words cannot express the pain I feel right now."
Do you think counseling will help you? Either way you go it seems like you are going to be upset.
There are resources if you want to keep the baby, there are people that can help you take care of it.
But in the end only you can make the decision, only you have to live your life so only you can know what is right for you. Whatever you do, don't regret. Know that you made the best decision you could with the information that you had.
If you'd like help looking for resources that can help financially to take care of the baby, or for adoption you can PM me. I only say this because you sound so upset. It's your life, and your body hun, don't let anyone decide for you.