Quoting LoveMyGirls1007:" Who had bad cramps after your abortion? I only had my abortion this morning, had some ibuprofen at the ... [snip!] ... my hubby is going to get me some in an hour or so before he goes to work. But wow...it hurts :'( i guess i deserve it though."
I wouldn't go that far!!....You did what you felt was right for yourself and your family. there is NO shame in that!!!!!
as for the cramping.....maybe a heating pad? the only thing I have to compare is bad PMS cramps....i'm sure yours is a ton worse. but it might help.