Today was the first time we went out without baby Madilyn. My husband and I took our 7 year old daughter to Dutch Village today and left our 7 week old with her Grandma for a few hours. I thought I was going to panic the whole time but I didn't. It was nice to get some quality time with my other daughter and my husband. But it's also nice to be back with her too
In a week I'll be leaving my dd for the first time and she's 2.5 months old. I'm really not comfortable with it just because she will be with my SO at his parents house. And their place is wellsmurfing dirty. But I've been told I don't have a choice. Our families haven't met her yet. My mil and I don't get on what so ever which is.why I won't be there(when I was pregnant she said she hopes my baby.doesn't make it because she feels sorry for it to have a mother like me).
But who knows by the time I drop her off I might feel better about it. I'm going for a pedicure then picking her up.