Quoting Alexa Leigh:" Thank you all so much for you kindness! It helps to vent and get nice replies from you wonderful ... [snip!] ... not being judged. Seeing prolife things make it really hard. I don't want people to think I am a bad person.."
Well this is a secure forum, if someone posts something rude it gets modded. But you are not a bad person, I think having the child and subjecting it to that type of life would make you a bad/selfish person. It sounds like he was unstable and a little bipolar, I dont think he was ready to be a dad or even be in a relationship.