I feel so off....

I feel so off. My son was born 6.21 and I just feel so off, I get up with my son during the week so my husband can go to work in the morning without feeling tired but I feel like I'm being jipped. I am at home picking up the apartment and taking care of our son while he is working. I am so tired all the time and I take the time to really clean when my boy is napping. My husband is suppose to get up Friday and Saturday nights so I will have time to recope but it doesnt feel like enough. I know it sounds like I'm being selfish and I am not sure if it's my emotions causing me to be like this. I would take him to my moms for a day so I could get caught up on rest but when I go over there I stay awake, and I feel like a bad mom for dropping him off. When he is out of my sight I am more awake than when he is right next to me. I'm not sure how to help myself or have someone help me.

Nap when he naps  

Try napping when he does. The cleaning stuff can wait.

Quoting Katrina Roe:" I feel so off. My son was born 6.21 and I just feel so off, I get up with my son during the week so my ... [snip!] ... is out of my sight I am more awake than when he is right next to me. I'm not sure how to help myself or have someone help me."

If you feel bad being away from him, Have your mom come stay with you one night a week, or fortnight, to give you time to chill and relax, Then you know he is there if your needed, But taken care of with your mom there.

I've tried napping when he does and it doesnt seem to work, I jerk awake every 5 minutes.

Quoting Jynxd Blyss:" If you feel bad being away from him, Have your mom come stay with you one night a week, or fortnight, ... [snip!] ... to give you time to chill and relax, Then you know he is there if your needed, But taken care of with your mom there."

My mom was going to but then for some reason hasnt yet. I'll bring it up with her again.