13 years ago today, my little sister Audrey passed away in a car accident. 17 days before her 15th birthday. She wasn't just my sister. She was my first friend. My best friend. She was a part of me. When she died a piece of me died with her.
As time goes on, I miss her more. Every year, this day gets harder. Hell, everyday gets harder. I feel like I am losing my memories of her. I hate that I ha...ve no new memories with her. It hurts that my boys will never know her. Only what I tell them about her. Her memory does live on in me though and I will continue to remember her everyday of my life.
I love you, Audrey. My first memory is of holding you. My last memory is of telling you that I loved you. The year before you died we had never been so close. I think it was God's way of giving me more great memories to remember you by. I am thankful for that year, for all the memories that of you, that I was able to be your big sister. It literally hurts my heart how much I miss you. I am sure you miss me as well but I hope that you are at peace in Heaven. I hate thinking about you hurting. Even though, we are far apart, I will always be your big sister. I still need the support that you always gave me too. Please look over me, Randel, our children (here and in Heaven), our friends and our family. Help us get through the days until we see you again. Rest in Peace, baby sister.
I miss when it was my sister and I against the world...
I am on the left and Audrey is on the right.