Am I Crazy or Normal

I lost my son Bryce by having him at 24 weeks in Nov. I am now 13 weeks preg with my child now and its my 4th so therefore I am BIG, But I cant get myself to wear my maturnaty shirts that I wore with Bryce. I know logicaly that its not going to do anything to this baby but Im afraid of Jinxing myself I dont know sounds crazy and Probably is but whats ur opion on it. (sorry for the spelling errors in advance)

So sorry for your loss   I don't think you sound crazy at all.

I'm am so sorry for your loss. No you don't sound crazy at all.

I'm sorry for your loss. doesn't sound crazy to me. i've done things like that b/c of association.

Thanks ladies makes me feel like Im not going nuts lol.... I just treeted myself to a new swim suit off of zuliy. I live in mn Im in a suit a lot lol.

sorry for your lost  

Sorry for your loss  

I'm going to buy new jeans this weekend. I've had to wear my maternity jeans because they've been all that I've fit into because of the bloat of this pregnancy , but now that I've lost the baby, I will not put those clothes back on.