RIP Emo. Happy birthday.... =( *Vent*

Sorry its so long but i need to vent....

My aunts birthday is today. She would be 61.
Last week she took a bunch of pills and ODed. She was always depressed because of the medicine her stupid doctor was prescribing her. SmUrf that doctor! Shes done these kinds of things for a while now. I dont know the 1st thing that happened but the 2nd one, it was 2am and she drove to the beach and sat in the freezing water when the police came and got her. The doctor said that was NORMAL. OH YEA DUMB ASS?!? >=| Thats not smurfing normal. Her body was giving up so she needed the midicine but he could have changed it.
Also her kids non-stop fought at 21+ years older like children. It stressed her out becasue they would drag her into it all the time. Well, she was always depressed and this one night she was so depressed she took all her medicine...
The next morning my uncle called my mom and told her. My mom told me then said shes in the hospital alive... I wasnt worried, i thought she was going to be fine......
A couple days later we find out she is far from fine. The medicine caused her brain to stop functioning.....She was brain dead......
We went to visit her in the hospital last friday and when i saw her i couldnt even look. She was connected to tubes and wires. Friday was her husbands birthday..... Then the next day They decided to pull the breathing tubes...
Friday night i went to her room and talked to her. I told her how much i love her and how much i would miss her. i havent seen her in 3 years and she never got to meet my son..... I bought her a little light up angel from the gift shop and put it on her and i told her thats her angel watching over her... Its was so hard to walk away.
When they pulled the tubes we all waited in the confrence room. Me, my mom, my other aunt, her 2 daughters, her son in law, her son, and her husband. We went back into the room and she was gagging for air. It was horrific. We watched her suffocate. We watched her die...
I hate life. I hate death. I hate everything!
I never got to tell her i love her or goodbye.... She never got to meet my son....
I dont know........

I'm so sorry  

Poor thing...She's at peace now...I'm really sorry for your loss. I can't imagine walking in and watching someone go like that....*hugs*

i am so sorry hun =[

Thanks ladies... i just burned a letter i wrote to her. I hate this crazy idead if i burned it, maybe it would get to her in heaven... i dont know.