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Update: I didn't do anything to hurt myself!! After putting Cassidy to sleep I jut sat outside an gave myself a min to think... Monday morning I Plan on calling my doctor and making a appoitment. Thanks for your encouragement ladies!!! Btw I'm pretty sure SO doesn't give a flying fling!

I understand.
Being a new mom is rough,I had previous depression and self harming issues before I got pregnant and got PPD when I had my LO and I thought about hurting myself a lot but never did.
It really helps to talk to someone...not just online or texting but actually speak to somebody and tell them how you feel.

Have you talked to your dr about PPD?

Good luck with everything.I hope you feel better

Yew should try a psycologist. I personally would jst say dont depend on anyone else to help out babywise. Not evn the father. Try to find a hobby you can do including the baby so it could take your mind off things. Trust me i know. Im a mother of 2, im 31 weeks pregnant, and my husband works from sunday to friday all day. Im also a student. Yew have a baby to take care of. No matter how stressed you are you should never be selfish.

Are you prone to hurting yourself? Have you been a self mutilator in the past? You can send me a private message if you have something to answer and don't want to post it to the public.

Quoting Morbid Moni:" Are you prone to hurting yourself? Have you been a self mutilator in the past? You can send me a private message if you have something to answer and don't want to post it to the public."

No, Ive never hurt myself in the past. Im just seriously sad and just overwhelmed with the amount of stuff I'm taking on.
Im usually the stronger person all the time. but i've reached my breaking point. It sucks that i really can't take to Cassidys father in a way that he understands.
Im all cried out

Quoting Janet Lopez:" Yew should try a psycologist. I personally would jst say dont depend on anyone else to help out babywise. ... [snip!] ... friday all day. Im also a student. Yew have a baby to take care of. No matter how stressed you are you should never be selfish."

I def plan to talk to a doctor. Thanks

That doesn't sound good at all honey you need to get some help before you go to far and things get out of hand you beening like that puts u and your baby in an unsafe position. I would definely speak to my doctor asap about being put on and anti-depressent and possibely some counciling. Have you spoke with your SO? Is he aware of how you feel? Maybe couples counciling? Hope you get things under control and you start feeling better soon. Prayers for you.