Quoting preggoteenconfusion:" I don't have a nearby pp that I know of it seems yea I guess nevada's one of those states. I think overall I may not want to do this afterall... But it's an option if things go in that direction"
Well, I would definitely suggest talking it through with someone if you are unsure.
You really do need to be 100% if you’re going to have a termination, regret is a difficult and horrible thing to have to deal with for the rest of your life… I know I’ve had my ups and downs, and I was and am absolutely set in my decision.
You do seem unsure, so have a look around at what your other options are. Get all the information you can, like if you are thinking you want to keep the baby, have a look at what support groups there are in your area, what services you might be able to access and what they can offer. Obviously there is also adoption, if that seems like a good idea, see what information you can find out. Asking for information doesn’t mean you have to go with that option; it just might make things a little clearer for you.
Also if they do make you look at the monitor if your thinking about going ahead with the termination, you could always look just above the monitor or to the side.