I'm so done! No one qoute me!

It's finals next week, I have to work all weekend, I'm totally stressed out, and my bf is at his friends house doing god knows what! I'm so sick of him lying to me! He told me he was going to get a pack of cigarettes which I knew was a lie bc he just bought some and then an hour later he calls and says he's at moses who is on some new drug everytime I see him!

I read his texts bc I can't trust him aymore and he was trying to buy more x from moses today. I sent my bf a text saying I know ur trying to buy x from him bc I read ur texts and now he hasn't responded so it's safe to assume he is. I'm so tired of his shit! I'm sitting around this house pregnant and I have to see him get drunk every freaking night and talk about how miserable he is and how he isn't ready for a baby.

I don't know what to do! I'm so depressed and hurt! I know it isn't working out but I just keep hoping that it will. I love him so much but he doesn't seem to care about me. I've had this fight with him so many times and I just don't think I can take it anymore. I'm so lost! I have no where to go and it's going to be hard to work enough to support myself right now bc i'm almost 32 weeks pregnant and the job I have now is only part time! Any ideas or advice?

No one qoute me bc I will edit my posts later bc he has checked my posts in the past and I don't want him to read this!

Seriously....
Same song, different girl, different day.
Do you REALLY want a man who's shoulder you constantly have to look over?
My husband's cell phone is sitting right in front of me as well as his wallet and he's allllll the way in the basement. I have no reason to look at his stuff so if your with a guy who's stuff you feel like you need to go through, you should seriously re-evaluate your situation. Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship. When it's gone, the relationship is pretty much over anyway.
And if there's drugs involved, why woulg put your baby in harms way like that???

I know I have to leave him for those reasons I just don't know how! Where do I go?

Do you have family you can go to?

Just take some time to think about what your going to do and how your going to do it..some things like this takes time..and you want to make sure your making the right choice for you and your baby..I fyou love this guy its going to be hard to leave..because its always easier said then done..trust me I know..
but you do need to leave if hes saying all of those things to you..its not fair to your child if you stay..

Not going to quote you but you said there's no where for you to go, but if there's a will then there's a way...Obviously this guy is unstable if he is doing drugs and getting drunk...You need to reevaluate your living situation and get out of there no matter what it takes...You can't sit around "hoping" everything will work out because it won't...People like him won't change no matter what, and if you think he doesn't care about you then you really really need to leave because you're just putting yourself in a dangerous situation...He is not worth it...Do what's right for you and your baby and leave him...

So then put his ass out.
You have to be a wee bit stronger then you're being honey. You're basically letting this dude walk all over you. Ummm...no. That shit shouldn't be going down.

Well. i don't have any family (grew up in foster care) and I'm not on the lease. I'm pretty screwed! I've been saving money but it's not enough to live anywhere.

Any friends?

Quoting TasharaJay:“ So then put his ass out. You have to be a wee bit stronger then you're being honey. You're basically letting this dude walk all over you. Ummm...no. That shit shouldn't be going down.”

everyone isnt as strong as your putting yourself to be..
she doesnt have a place to go right now..I do agree that she needs to leave him..but sometimes it isnt that easy..

Quoting ♥ Mommy Meg ♥:“ Any friends? P.S. I can edit my post once i'm done with this comment if you want.... but what if he ... [snip!] ... want.... but what if he sees the other responces won't be put two and two together? Meaning that you want to leave..... ect.”

I don't really care if he sees what everyone wrote. He can get the jist of what I was talking about but i just don't want him to see my exact words. I don't know how to explain it... And all of my "friends" are just as bad as him. I used to be a party girl and my friends haven't changed yet.

Ah I see ... well I'm sorry your in that situation.... I hope he doesn't hurt you....

I guess I wonder if I'm over reacting or being hormonal too. He just called me and said that all he is doing is drinking with some friends and I still have some trust left. He said that moses left so maybe I'm just over reacting?

I don't know the entire situation to know if your over reacting.. how often does this happen?

Well he doesn't hang out with friends that often but he drinks like every night! I know he's done adderall once since we stopped "partying", and he bought his brother x once and said that he didn't do any of it.