Last name change

For starters my husband has already told me he does not have any plans to be involved in our kids lives. My daughter is 11 months and twins are due in September.

Sooo!

My daughter has his last name but I want to change it to my maiden name. I will do the twins right away on their birth certificate I probably will end up putting his name on their birth certificate to have all kids the same.
I sent him an email and attached the baby name change form that is needed to take to court. I have not heard from him but if he doesn't want anything to do with the kids then why should it matter right?
I plan to go back to my maiden name as soon as I can since in Texas I cannot get a divorce since I am pregnant.
I just want us all to have the same last name. Our own little family.

On another note I feel so lonely and I miss him but I don't even know why. I want to be pissed he wants nothing to do with us but I guess it doesn't work that way. After all the lies and cheating, I still wish we were a family. I wish I had him to share everything with. Baby kicks, u/s, and preparing for baby all by myself sucks. I have friends but they all have their lives and families so I don't really bother them.

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I hope you are still planning on filing for child support.

Yeah I totally do. I haven't started it yet for my daughter so I figured I would do it all together along with the divorce once the twins arrive.
I thought about doing my daughter first but then I will just have to do it all over again with the babies.

Why would he not want to be in his kids lives? I mean did he give you a reason? That's ridiculous!

I am still confused as to why he would not want to be involved also. He stayed until my daughter was 10 months and was so good with her but then we started separating everything. He claimed he did not want to be in and out of her life. He moved to California and we are in Texas and said that was it, he was done. At first he said he did not want to get attached with the twins so he would not come around at all anymore. He stated it would be weird to continue being there for my daughter with the twins around. As if they were not his. IDK I'm tired of him doing this. He has been gone for 3-4 weeks and has not bothered asking about my daughter.

His loss, she is so amazing, she is learning to walk and its so exciting. First week I would send him pictures of her but he said he didn't want to because it hurt too much.

I would love him to help out with her, being 6 months preggo with twins and keeping up with this little momma can be rough.