Quoting **§~~emily~~§**:" Aww hun I'm sorry. I still can't believe you didn't get any pain meds. I seen the baby too. I don't think ... [snip!] ... are slim to none. It feels like I'm starting the mourning process all over again. And I'm sure I will on my due date also "
I know what you mean i think sunday (when it happened) i would have been 13 weeks. I also think they were wrong about when it stopped growing because i thought even at 10 weeks the sac would be the size of a small plum , but i had to scrape it out of my undies into a bedpan i didn't look but it felt bigger than my fist.
I regret not asking how far along the baby was ... and now i'm struggling with my baby being in the hospital, they said they were sending it to the lab (i enquired about genetic testing) I know it may sound weird but i want to try and get the baby back so me and SO can bury him/her i keep thinking of them throwing my baby out as "medical waste" and it's making me sick to my stomach. I'm sorry you are going through the same thing it hurts so much