SmUrf. I just want to scream.

It's been a week since my abortion and I just want to die. I have been completely fine all week, thought about it maybe twice...until now. I'm going through posts on here reading about how happy women are in their pregnancies and how many babies were born this week...I would have been 10 weeks today. I don't care if I was raped anymore...I'm a selfish bitch for killing my baby. It hurts so bad for me to look. I know I made the right decision but I am SO SAD...just tell me what makes the pain stop I can't handle it anymore.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Loka Lokita:</b>" It's been a week since my abortion and I just want to die. I have been completely fine all week, thought ... [snip!] ... me to look. I know I made the right decision but I am SO SAD...just tell me what makes the pain stop I can't handle it anymore."</blockquote>


It's natural to feel bad. It's in our nature to feel remorse. You shouldn't feel bad.. There are ladies on here who have gone through this same thing and can help you get through this.

I have never been through it so I can't give you any advice. I just want you to know that I am sorry for all you are going through and hope the best for you.

Me adn you have the same feeling tonight.

I did adoption and I want to rip my smurfing heart out and give it to my smurfing ex.. smurf smurf.

Im sorry youre going through a tough time... I cant really relate to what youre going through but if ya need to talk im here... You made the best choice for you, sometimes thats the hard choice. Good luck to you and dont feel selfish, you did what was best.

Quoting Loka Lokita:" It's been a week since my abortion and I just want to die. I have been completely fine all week, thought ... [snip!] ... me to look. I know I made the right decision but I am SO SAD...just tell me what makes the pain stop I can't handle it anymore."

I'm sooo sorry you're going through this.
No one can tell you how to make the pain go away because everyone "feels" things differently.
Time is a great healer, although the healing is lifelong it does get better. It's something you never fully get over, but you get through it. ((hugs))

Quoting Link:" Me adn you have the same feeling tonight. I did adoption and I want to rip my smurfing heart out and give it to my smurfing ex.. smurf smurf. "

I was stupid enough to call the guy who was the dad and he yelled at me and hung up. I blocked his number...that made it worse.

I'm so sorry hun... I wish I could give you a big hug. I don't really know what to say to make you feel better.  

Maybe a cute puppy?


No?

I'm sorry.  

I hope you feel better soon.

Ive never had an abortion so I dont know what you're going through, but just keep reminding yourself of the reasons you did it, that it was right for you. Maybe dont read about happy pregnant women for a while. Good luck  

i dont know the full ins and outs of your situation...however i do feel for you and i wish i could help you. its natural for you to feel remorse but the important thing is you did what was right for you. either choice you made...weither to keep it or abort it would of been a hard decision and i think you did what you needed to do. everything will be ok and heals with time

i dont know the full ins and outs of your situation...however i do feel for you and i wish i could help you. its natural for you to feel remorse but the important thing is you did what was right for you. either choice you made...weither to keep it or abort it would of been a hard decision and i think you did what you needed to do. everything will be ok and heals with time

Really nothing but time will help with the pain. It will likely never completely go away but it will fade.

Quoting Loka Lokita:" It's been a week since my abortion and I just want to die. I have been completely fine all week, thought ... [snip!] ... me to look. I know I made the right decision but I am SO SAD...just tell me what makes the pain stop I can't handle it anymore."

Sorry for your experience. But nothing can make your pain go away. Woman who have abortions, tend to think about them through out there lives. You'r not selfish, you did what was best for you at the time. you need to grieve, let it out, don't hold it in because only time can make it better. Woman who keep babies from rap, also tend to have a grudge towards the child no matter how much they love it.

Don't be so hard on yourself, none of this is your fault.