That was eye opening. (Triggering)

There is a prostitute who works in my neighborhood. She looks like she is 48 (this is importent) and until tonight I thought she was older. I went to take the trash out and she was sitting on the ground. I kind of freaked out because I through she was dead but no, she was just really high on smurf.

I asked if she was hungry and I bought her my leftovers from dinner (SO isn't here) We talked about for like two hours. I found out that she is 24 and her dad gave her to his friends to enjoy when she was 9 years old, her brothers, her uncle and aunt. Nearly her whole family were hurting her.


It just....I sit here and complain about vacation, I can't go to the zoo or I have to stay home one weekend. That there is nothing on tv. It all so trivial.

that is sad

  That is so sad

That makes my heart hurt.

There's a lot of girls I've met like this... its soo sad... and people are so quick to judge and talk... no1 really knows... that's nice u were nice to her...

Quoting CalℓMeMaybe[PLG]:" that is sad"

I wish I could have given her money or something more then food but I know is going to happen. She was just skin over bones, so tiny.

Poor girl.  

I am such a bleeding heart I would want to ask her to stay with me but then I would have an internal debate because I do not know this woman or anything. Ugg.

I hate my bleeding heart sometimes. Tis why I have two cats and a dog and four fish now and I would have more cats if my husband was not around.

Quoting DeanJade&Maksims Momma:" There's a lot of girls I've met like this... its soo sad... and people are so quick to judge and talk... no1 really knows... that's nice u were nice to her..."

That what makes me so mad is where I live is about 100 feet away from a church like I could throw a rock and hit it right now. She said people chased her away from a bake sell once.

The world sucks.

Quoting Raindancer:" I am such a bleeding heart I would want to ask her to stay with me but then I would have an internal ... [snip!] ... heart sometimes. Tis why I have two cats and a dog and four fish now and I would have more cats if my husband was not around."

I am not going to lie, I though about it really hard when I was getting the food. Just for the night.

  that is so sad..

<blockquote><b>Quoting Ren:The secret bride-to-b:</b>" That what makes me so mad is where I live is about 100 feet away from a church like I could throw a rock ... [snip!] ... like I could throw a rock and hit it right now. She said people chased her away from a bake sell once. The world sucks. "</blockquote>




That's terrible... and "church people" to top it off... I'll never understand that... does she want help or was she just over it?? Its such a hard life... to think u have no value because when u were suposed to be treasured and loved, people were tearing her apart...

  That's really sad. and I can't believe she was chased away from a bake sale, that's so wrong.

some people just need one person to take a chance on them, kwim?

Quoting DeanJade&Maksims Momma:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Ren:The secret bride-to-b:</b>" That what makes me so mad is ... [snip!] ... a hard life... to think u have no value because when u were suposed to be treasured and loved, people were tearing her apart..."

I offered to take her to a shelter or something but she didn't want to. I still feel bad that I am in side and she is out there. She looked like she gave up. In her eyes she was gone.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Ren:The secret bride-to-b:</b>" I offered to take her to a shelter or something but she didn't want to. I still feel bad that I am in side and she is out there. She looked like she gave up. In her eyes she was gone. "</blockquote>




I've been there to be honest... only thing that saved me was getting preg with my 1st son... but I still had a mom I could go back too... if she feels she has no1 she prob has given up... people are so quick to jump up and help/defend lil girls who are torn apart but no1 really cares what happens when those lil girls grow up they just fade to the back, and society likes to keep them back there... because if they are young woman who are still dealing with their past, they are disgusting and deserve what they have gotten themselves into... if I were u id just be nice to her maybe if she thinks you care 1 day she might accept ur help to take her to a shelter... "hopefully"