Quoting Sonia[MOBAS]:" I get you, completely. My son is 8, he has behavior problems and he lacks self control. I have a hard ... [snip!] ... remind myself to keep calm but as far as playing with him I don't do it anywhere near as much as he would like but I am trying."
The problem isn't my son. Everyone tells me I'm lucky because he's always happy, always good in public, fun to be around, loving, funny and everything anyone would want their kid to be. I feel so ungrateful. I feel like I don't deserve him because I don't spend the time with him anymore. I know I need help but idk how to get around my insurance problem other than lying which idk if I could get in trouble for.