re: How do you forgive yourself?

I had one in 2009 and it really never got easier for me. I had a boyfriend that at the beginning was very excited and than changed his mind. I was pressured into a situation and had no support i felt it was the only way, he ended up leaving me the next day i felt so stupid for the decision i made. Now that i am married and pregnant i was so worried at the beginning of my pregnancy that my husband would change his excitement and leave or put me in a situation again. I always think how life would be now with a 2 year old running around. I try and think about the positive of not having the ex boyfriend in my life and how im experiencing all of this with my husband who by the way never changed his mind and is more excited than anything for his baby girl to be here. It never gets better you always think about it but it gets easier to look at yourself better, not hate yourself so much. Counseling is very good for you and your boyfriend.