Update:

Still upset and depressed with everything... Im still contracting like crazy... just waiting for it to just happen... I didnt get ANY sleep last night because I kept waking up feom contractions that made me feel like I had to pee... never actually had to pee, it was just the pressure from the damn contractions. It was annoying. To top it off I was just so hot all night and couldnt get comfortable. I dont know how Im suppose to keep doing this each night.... all day... its been getting worse for two weeks now and I just dont know how much longer I can physically handle this. Ive already hit my emotional breaking point. It was never THIS bad with my PTL with the girls. The worst part about it hearing the Drs all say that there is NOTHING they can do for me. Nothing.... you know what I was told? Take Tylenol for the pain and Benadryl to help me sleep.... yeah... that doesnt work. If by some miracle I am pregnant for cerclage removal at 36 weeks, I just know I will end up breaking down crying asking for them to have some compassion and just break my water when they remove it...

On a happier note, I have ny wedding dress and we FINALLY have the church and Pastor to marry us.

We are having a remembrance service for my Aunt tomorrow night...

I have my appointment and weight check ultrasound tomorrow morning....

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Norris:</b>" Still upset and depressed with everything... Im still contracting like crazy... just waiting for it to ... [snip!] ... a remembrance service for my Aunt tomorrow night... I have my appointment and weight check ultrasound tomorrow morning...."</blockquote>




Well this will make 33 wks though....that's something to be happy about. even if mama is miserable :-(

<blockquote><b>Quoting La~La:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Norris:</b>" Still upset and depressed with everything... ... [snip!] ... Well this will make 33 wks though....that's something to be happy about. even if mama is miserable :-("</blockquote>



Im happy she will have another week under her... Im greatful for that for sure.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Norris:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting La~La:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Norris:</b>" ... [snip!] ... if mama is miserable :-("</blockquote> Im happy she will have another week under her... Im greatful for that for sure."</blockquote>




If u don't get some sleep soon tho im afraid you'll end up with a csec from being too tired to labor....

I swear once they remove that stitch she's just gonna fly out. Im surprised they haven't least given you something more to help you sleep a bit better  

<blockquote><b>Quoting ♏ ♡ ♍:</b>" I swear once they remove that stitch she's just gonna fly out. Im surprised they haven't least given you something more to help you sleep a bit better  "</blockquote>




Ikr? They're gonna take the stitch out and catch right then.

I don't know how you are doing it. I would literally sit in the ER or drs office and tell them that I am NOT moving until something is done. Either about the pain, contractions, sleeping, or all of them! More power to you girl! Brynn is one lucky baby girl to have a Mama like you!

Awww im so sorry you are having such a rough time   its great you are still pregnant but not at all great you are in so much pain and have stupid dr's that dont do smurf for you

Veronica I am so sorry that you're miserable   you're almost 33wks right? Just 3 more weeks until the stitch is removed and you can welcome your new princess into the world! Praying for comfort and a good night of sleep for you!

Man V!!! I hope you get some relief very soon!!!!! poor you!!!!!

I dont think I've ever commented on your posts before, but I enjoy reading about your pregnancy.
I really am happy that you've made it this far. I hope you can get a few more weeks under your belt, just for the baby's sake. I bet you are totally miserable  

Have you tried tylenol pm? It might not be strong enough for the severe contractions, but it's just tylenol and benadryl. It helped me sleep when I was pregnant..

Positive thoughts your way, mama.. Feel better soon. It'll all be worth it when youre holding your sweet baby in your arms.

33 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry you are so miserable, but really excited Brynn hasn´t shown her beautiful face yet. Hope you can get some rest, and really feel better when the real deal starts. ((Hugs))

Quoting La~La:" <blockquote><b>Quoting ♏ ♡ ♍:</b>" I swear once they remove that ... [snip!] ... more to help you sleep a bit better  "</blockquote> Ikr? They're gonna take the stitch out and catch right then."

that's what I was thinking. lol

and after all she's been through, giving birth will be a breeze.

happy almost 33 weeks V!

Do you know about how big she is now?

<blockquote><b>Quoting dream:</b>" that's what I was thinking. lol and after all she's been through, giving birth will be a breeze. happy almost 33 weeks V! Do you know about how big she is now?"</blockquote>



I have my growth ultrasound this morning to get a weight estimate... Im assuming 4-4 1/2 lbs.

Sending prayers your way