My life has been a wreck and I've been struggling with my PTSD and Manic Depression. Today, I was driving home and just closed my eyes, secretly.. I wanted to let myself go and fly off the road and not have to think about anything anymore. Then Cortnie popped into my head. Friday was the anniversary of her death and those thoughts/feelings/emotions that she must've felt.. the pain...the aftermath and how everyone was affected jolted me into sanity.
I hope she knows that she saves life, even in the afterlife.
I am so glad you did not let over to that feeling. I have honestly thought about it too, but something has always stopped me. I think your video was amazing, and very thoughtful. If you ever need to talk or anything please feel free to pm, I'll even send you my number and you can call or text. Don't ever feel alone momma.