I got my abortion.

And it was absolutely....HORRIBLE. I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. The suctioning noise killed me. I hated myself.

Until I got home, remembered my reasoning, and feel so much more relieved. I have a lot of mixed feelings but overall am so glad it is over. I am getting my Implanon back in next week I don't care if I have a million bad periods. I never want to do this again.


Thanks to all the ladies who were supportive during the most difficult time of my life, I appreciate it.

I don't think I've seen your past posts, but I hope you can find peace sooner rather than later with your decision <3. And if you're in any physical pain I hope you feel better soon!

Quoting Loka Lokita:" And it was absolutely....HORRIBLE. I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. The suctioning noise killed me. ... [snip!] ... to do this again. Thanks to all the ladies who were supportive during the most difficult time of my life, I appreciate it."

I'm so very sorry you're torn up. If it was what was right for you and your family you will gain some peace about it over time I'm sure. I hope you feel better!

I'm feeling pretty okay, thank you. I am really guilty...I wish I hadn't had ultrasounds before hand. But I am so at peace now.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Loka Lokita:</b>" I'm feeling pretty okay, thank you. I am really guilty...I wish I hadn't had ultrasounds before hand. But I am so at peace now."</blockquote>



That's good, stay strong.

I'm so sorry you had to go through that, hopefully you'll feel better soon. Just remember that you had your reasons and it was for the best. <3

Can i ask if you had pill or surgical?
If it's too personal you don't have to answer.

My sister is thinking of getting one and she's really nervous.
She's about 5-7 weeks.
& I'm glad your at peace with your decision <3

I had surgical
It just feels like you're on your period. I was 9 weeks