I dont know if this is denial or anxiety, but I have gotten 2 faint positives one yesterday afternoon and one this morning. It doesn't even seem to look like a real line to me and my fiance. It just feels like after 22 months of trying that I don't want to get my hopes up and get crushed if its not real. I think it would be less heartache to keep getting negatives than to get a false positive, or have it be a chemical pregnancy or something.
I get a cramp in my ovaries during ovulation, and the cramp started on june second and spread throughout my abdomen, finally ending on june 6th. So starting counting on the first day of cramping it has been 15 days. I usually only hear of women getting such faint positives when they are like 7-9 days after ovulation, but idk if that's counting from when ovulation is complete or when it first begins. I just feel like it should have been long enough now to get a better line than that. Let me know what you ladies think
. The first one is from yesterday and the second one is today.