whats your thoughts...

Okay so im so beyond mad and i say im just having a breakdown but my family thinks im nesting so you be the jugde! My mom had the stupid loser bug man come out and spray for the third time! Its not working!!!! Well so we all got in the car and were asked if we wanted to be dropped off at the libary or go with to the doctors for my brother and then the dmv. Well we were there to get books yesterday so we said we would go with. Im having branton hicks and im in so much pain im crying. Okay well some old lady on the freeway made my stepmom mad so she said she was dropping ALL(4) kids off and only taking my brother instead me and SO get kicked out the car and everybody else left. Well 3 hours later we finally get home and i havnt eatten and nither has SO so we made a few pizza rolls to hold us over til my parents got ready to make dinner since they said they were cooking but instead my stepmom gets mad and is talking about me to her daughter as if i wasnt right there! She was being so hurtful and i hadnt said i word to her today... well they asked me to wash the animals earlier so i was as she was sitting there still talking crap about
Me. I had washed the two dogs( big dogs) and was on my brothers cat and i just started crying cause the cat was cutting me up and getting water everywhere, hurt by what they were saying and then the false labor pains. I feel i snapped! So i cleaned the animals(2 dogs &3 cats), cleaned on my hands and knees the bathroom( my stepsisters chore which she has yet to do!), cleaned the dishes( mine to done for this house), cleaned the entire kitchen( everybodys to keep clean), took out trash( my brothers)...well i think you get the point...now the entire house is clean and im doing my parents dirty cleans so things get done. Im shaking, tweeking, and still in horrible pain and the water works are just coming and going... i say mental breakdown but everybody else is looking at me as if i lost my mind and keep saying my nesting... what do you think... sorry if this is hard to read also... cant see straight cause my eyes burn and my hands are shaking like crazy!