Quoting Loka Lokita:" I don't need negativity & I will not get an abortion. Although this is the hardest decision I have ... [snip!] ... my words sound horrible, trust me. Imagine feeling them. It's so hard and scary. I hate this baby, and I don't know what to do."
Nahh, I don't think you hate your baby. I'm sure that what you're feeling is..well, perhaps if not perfectly normal; very ordinary and a common occurrence for women during pregnancy. My best suggestion to you is to take the following symptoms, events, and stages of your pregnancy at a time and with as much solace as possible. Try not to stress yourself out or anything of the sort.
Also, think hard about whether or not your feelings are based on a valid reason or foundation; are you and/or your hubby ready for another child? Is your financial and home situation suitable for another baby? Basically, I'd advise you to ask yourself if there's something worrying you about the arrival of a third newborn child that might be causing these feelings to exist and gradually progress.
If you feel that they're becoming more overwhelming, maybe it's best if you talk to someone close like a hubby or a friend that understands. Or discuss them like you've done now on BG, so other ladies could give you advice on how to handle them on an occasional or perhaps frequent occurrence. 'Cause I'm sure other women have experienced what you're going through with this.
And if you feel that this is getting worse, perhaps you could look into speaking with a counselor of some sort?.....although I do kinda doubt your situation would become that serious.
Hope my advice helps to some extent.
Wish you the best!