Quoting MommyRu:" Murder would leave me with an controllable rage. Suicide would leave me with an controllable sadness. ... [snip!] ... years, it was harder on me too. ETA: I found out last month. I don't know when the people in charge said it was suicide... "
Quoting Meep:" You know, even when I was suicidal I would've hated to be murdered. So I chose murder."
Quoting ❥peαch:" which would be harder to deal with? i dont know why i was thinking about this. i think suicide would be harder."