Quoting milf and c00kies ツ:" Thank you love <3 i just recently found out i was sexually abused as a child, by my father and my ... [snip!] ... me from that past that i don't remember. And now i'm having flashbacks of what had happened to me and it's horrible. "
I am so glad you're getting help. I have BPD amongst other psychological issues stemming from my past but you will get through this!
It won't be easy; you'll have to talk about hurtful memories and things that may trigger panic but you're a very strong, brave lady! We all have faith in you and are behind you 100%!
My thoughts and prayers are with you as you start this new, healthier chapter....