re: I'm NOT excited ( long vent) *UPDATE*

Aw hunnie!!! I didn't read all the replies just what you wrote. But I definitely think you should look into talking to a counselor. I knew a girl who felt the same exact way all through the pregnancy and she said as soon as she saw her baby she just fell in love with her and nothing else mattered. But if I were you i would definitely try to talk to someone and tell them about everything you wrote here so they can help you. You're such a sweet girl I know you're going to be a great mom, and I'm sure for most of us this isn't what we've planned but we're going to have to be responsible for another little life. It will definitely be harder but i've seen so many women have babies young and still accomplish all they wanted in life. It's just a little out of order :]] but i'm always here if you need to talk <3

  You poor thing. With the racing thoughts plus the depression feeling it sounds like you may be Bi Polar. Have you ever went to a Therapist or anything? I was diagnosed with Bi Polar disorder about 2 years before I found out I was pregnant...pregnancy can make your hormones go in tact with bi polar or it can also cause them to get worse. The whole not sleeping when you lay down thing is another thing I experienced before I was put on medication. I quit taking my medication through my pregnancy...things have gotten easier on me but I have went through taking medication and going through therapy for those two years..the two years before that though were hell. I was addicted to nerve pills and drank like a fish on top of that. I didnt straighten up all the way until I got pregnant. Dont feel horrible for the way you are feeling right now...its obvious you love your child..or you would still be taking those pills all the time and not eating and not caring about your babies health. Stay Strong Momma.

Hey love, I definitely feel you on a few of those aspects.. However, for me, I've ALWAYS loved children and for whatever reason they always kinda flocked to me.. I couldn't wait to be pregnant! Then when I became pregnant at 20 I suddenly wasn't so happy or excited about it. Pregnancy blows. And as far as I'm concerned anyone who says they enjoy being pregnant is lying..
I don't care, call me selfish but I miss the way I used to look and feel about myself. I miss the way I weighed and how my clothes fit. I miss the fact that I used to have self-esteem. I miss all of that.
And also, I'm straightedge and have been for over 4 years, so I never really went out and partied, so I won't be missing out on that part when my daughter gets here, but I will be missing out on sleeping in, being lazy, and going out with friends. Its just a lot sooner in life that I thought I'd have to be making these sacrifices.. Its hard. And I completely understand.
Also I haven't allowed myself to get completely attached to her yet bc at 6wks I started bleeding and thought I was gunna lose her.. I've been paranoid ever since.. Idk, I got 33 days left.. I wish u and myself the best of luck, message me if u ever need anything 

ok...me too!
lol
i wasnt excited at all and i was gonna have an abortion me n my boyfriend of 2 years went to the clinic together and theyre like ur 6 weeks! i didnt think i was that far along and he got all smiley like "so...that means we r having it?"..i do want my baby and i am excited now but its like i feel we cant have alone time anymore its such a big responsibility we arent gonna be able to act how we act now just go out and do what ever we want ,,,and also right b4 i found out i had just gotten serious about working out i was running to the park and running the track everyday and i was really seeing results , i guess its ok to feel this way cuz it is a big change...

this is exactly how im feeling. fool i fuckn love u right now

Quoting Kaytizzle:“ this is exactly how im feeling. fool i fuckn love u right now”

see, that's why I've considerd adoption, but when it comes down to it, I know in my heart that I could not go through with it.

Quoting daniellefm♡:“ see, that's why I've considerd adoption, but when it comes down to it, I know in my heart that I could not go through with it.”

idk im thinking m gonna have to call them and get some info from tha actually place yanno

Quoting Kaytizzle:“ idk im thinking m gonna have to call them and get some info from tha actually place yanno”

yeah, you should just look into it some more.. you still have a lot of time to make a decision..