Having my daughter Tuesday & the person she named after died

Hope all what I write makes since... I still dont understand how I go from such joy having my first little girl on Tuesday & yesterday celebrating my 1st nephew graduation... Just to get a call when were walking out the door to go home that my husband Grandmother & the women who raised him with my father in law died.. I know she was 91 & should be so glad she made it that far but why not after I had my daughter Cesalee Isabel & she got to see her atleast one time... I cry off & on & dont even know how im gonna get through my c section now on tuesday...

I'm so sorry, mama.

im so sorry that happened. im kinda in the same boat, the person i named my daughter after was very important to me. i was adopted and if it wasn't for her idk where i would be today because she helped me get my second chance at life. she died 2 years before my daughter was born and i regret every day that they will never meet. i wish the best for you.

well technically she is never dead... thanks to you her name lives on another generation...and maybe your daughter will keep it going when she has a child..

Quoting Patricia Mommy of 5:" Hope all what I write makes since... I still dont understand how I go from such joy having my first little ... [snip!] ... to see her atleast one time... I cry off & on & dont even know how im gonna get through my c section now on tuesday..."

Im so sorry   She's still there with you in your heart and is watching over you and your family. Good luck on your c section.

The timing definately stinks but dont let it steal your joy......your baby girl will be hear tuesday and her grandmom will have a front row seat to the action from heaven  

my grandpa died on my due date. He was 88. it happens. it sucks, but it happens.