Quoting SmashleynSmallyPants:" So your BD is a different man? Thank you for sharing that story im sure it wasnt easy. "
Yeah different guy; accidental pregnancy and actually it was like RIGHT after I decided to give up on Beau. He got into partying and drugs and ever since then his life has been a mess. He was even sleeping with guys at one point because he was so smurfed off of those stupid bath salts. That's hard for me too because I blame myself for his depression. I care for him so much... Man if only I could turn back time and fix things.
I am happy though with my boyfriend and I do love him. He is aware of my struggles with the abortion.