PREGNANCY
posted 6th May
WELL FOR THE FIRST COUPLE OF WEEKS BEFORE I KNEW THAT I WAS PREGNANT, I WAS BABYSITTING MY LITTLE COUSIN GABRIELLE AND SHE HAD DIARRHEA AND THE SMELL OF HER BABY POOP MADE ME SICK TO MY STOMACH THAT I THREW UP. I ASKED MYSELF WHY WAS I DOING THIS WHEN I CHANGED HER DIAPER ON A DAILY A DAILY BASIS AND THEN I STARTED TO THROW UP EVERY MORNING BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL AND I WAS 3 WEEKS LATE FOR MY PERIOD. I WAS IN DENIAL AND DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT THAT I WAS PREGNANT, SO I WAITED FOR ABOUT 3 MORE WEEKS AND TOOK A TEST AND IT CAME BACK POSITIVE THAT I WAS PREGNANT, SO I TOOK 2 MORE TESTS BECAUSE I WAS THAT MUCH IN DENIAL. THEY ALL SAID THE SAME THING AND THEN I MADE A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT AND THEY TOLD ME THAT I WAS 5 WEEKS PREGNANT. WHEN I SAY THAT I WAS SHOCKED, I MEAN THAT I WAS SO SHOCKED TO THE POINT OF NO RETURN, BUT NOW THAT I HAD MY CHILD I WAS NOT GOING TO LET THAT GET ME DOWN. BUT NOW THAT I AM 3 MONTHS PREGNANT, I ENJOY EVERY BIT OF IT, I JUST CAN'T STAND THE MORNING SICKNESS AND THE SWELLING OF THE FEET AND HANDS, BUT OTHER THEN THAT I LOVE THE THOUGHT OF BECOMING A MOMMIE.
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