Quoting chassidy ♥:" Hugs. Feel better. It's 3am and i'm wide awake so I can listen to your venting! "
Life just sucks
my life will be better if i could get a bfp this month.
to make a long story shortened about my day.
(with back story)
SO and i have been arguing all day, for who knows why. (i sometimes just like to argue.
My grandmother (paternal) invited me over for my cousins bdays and i wish i could go, or had the strength to go, and even though the retraining order is up, i still just dont have the balls to hang around at the same family gathering where my bio dad will be (he came home high off of meth, and super drunk and beat the hell out of me and my great grandmother when i was 14, i called police, and he was arrested, diagnosed schizophrenic on top of that, and havent seen him since) I miss my family though. My grandfather died suddenly in april due to <3 attack, and today (yesterday 6/07) was his bday so ive been super emotional. He raised me except for the short 3 months that the courts MADE me live with my dad. DD was a cranky little smurf today. And i am still upset hearing that my aunt, (moms little sister) found my mom's crack pipe, which sucks bc that means LO will not be seeing her, and she was going on 3 years clean. fun week, fun week.