Can't do it

For anyone that read my post I posted a few weeks back about surgical abortion I decided to not go thru with it. .
I was doing it for everyone else but myself. I didn't want it. I had a gut feeling something bad Was gonna happen from it if I did it. I had to follow my gut. I don't feel connected to this baby right now, just cus of the situation and my family on top of it all telling me I'll never be smurf and can't do smurf. And I won't make it. But it'll get there ...
Kudos to those of u who can follow thru and get one because I highly respect you and I couldn't and will never be able to do it. .
<3

Well congrats hun. You gotta do what's best for YOU not anyone else. Hope things get better for you.

Quoting Princesa Mariah Talayya:" For anyone that read my post I posted a few weeks back about surgical abortion I decided to not go thru ... [snip!] ... those of u who can follow thru and get one because I highly respect you and I couldn't and will never be able to do it. . <3"

Well good for you! You did what you felt was right for you, even if it meant going against your family! That's a pretty big deal hun!

Thank you ... It was get an abortion or get out. And I had to choose what I felt was right. And looked at it like If you hang that big of a thing over someone's head that's selfish. =\ so I'm leaving this place.

Quoting Princesa Mariah Talayya:" Thank you ... It was get an abortion or get out. And I had to choose what I felt was right. And looked ... [snip!] ... right. And looked at it like If you hang that big of a thing over someone's head that's selfish. =\ so I'm leaving this place."

Good for you! You're obviously a strong, wonderful person, So I'm sure you'll make a great mom.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting sueforizzle:</b>" Good for you! You're obviously a strong, wonderful person, So I'm sure you'll make a great mom.  "</blockquote>




Def. my son will have a playmate   he loves other kids and babies !

Good luck mama, and i think YOU'RE strong for choosing something and going with your heart and gut instinct, because i know when i chose, i felt there was no turning back, and went through with it, not that i regret my decision because i know it was the right choice, but i'm saying, you knew it wasn't the right choice and followed your heart, congratulations on your baby   you might not feel connected because you haven't really spent time thinking you're GOING to have a baby here and it's still early, give it a little time and i think you will bond with the little one growing in your belly  

Quoting Princesa Mariah Talayya:" Thank you ... It was get an abortion or get out. And I had to choose what I felt was right. And looked ... [snip!] ... right. And looked at it like If you hang that big of a thing over someone's head that's selfish. =\ so I'm leaving this place."

my parents were ... get married && get out... && though it isn't ideal being pregnant again && everything... right now we re-did my neighbors basement (next door to my mom i've babysat her kids for YEARRRSSSSSS) && we're living there. we only go upstairs to cook or shower... cause honestly they aren't the cleanest... && they have cats *YUCK* && i keep the kitchen && bathroom clean... but other than that we're not home ... or down stairs in our room! we have it split into our bedroom, laney in the middle, && a living room... && we have a bathroom! && we pay $250 a month because i clean the kitchen && bathroom... + i still get paid for watching the kiddies  
so even though it's not THE BEST... we're making it... && we're doing it on our own && the people we live with are RARELY home... sooooo it's just like having our own place. suitable for now we'll see after this baby... but i'm hoping not to be here that long anyways!