Quoting malfunction:" *Please Don't Quote I can't seem to go a single goddamn minute without thinking about the fact that ... [snip!] ... hurt so bad. And I posted in this forum so I wouldn't get smurf. So if you have something stupid to say, keep it to yourself."
I have been going thru the same thing
It's really tough especially when there's no one to talk to and if there is someone, they just don't understand. Anniversaries are the hardest...like the day you aborted, the due date, etc. The best way I have found to cope is to act like it never happened
Keep yourself occupied on those significant dates. U could def try talking to a psychologist...i backed out bc i was afraid of the judging
I hope u find peace somehow <3