re: *OFFICIAL* Fertility Treatment Thread (Clomid, IVF, IUI)

Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" Kinda OT Have any if you doubted that you will EVER have kids that came from your body? I just feel so hopeless."

Every single day. Multiple times every single day. It scares me to death.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" Every single day. Multiple times every single day. It scares me to death.  "</blockquote>



If I don't give my husband kids, I would leave him so he could have them with someone else. I feel like I am cheating him out of something, since he isn't for adoption.

Hey guys!! Well it's been a super long time since i've been around. I totally got freaked out by what happened to you Amelia, sorry!! It's just you were only about a week ahead of me and to read your story just really freaked me out! I can't believe how strong you are and how you continue to just keep on going. Good for you girly!!! I really hope you can get the procedure done and work out all of the kinks.

So i've read a bit of everyone's posts, looks like there are quite a few of you who have a plan set in motion. Good luck everyone!!! I can certainly say that i know some days it can seem hopeless but it never really is. I'm living proof of that!! My husband and I found out this weekend we are having a little boy! Well I shouldn't say little because i'm thinking he's going to be quite big. He's already measuring a week ahead of what i really am. And well you can't really screw up an IVF due date lol!

Quoting CandyFreak82:" Hey guys!! Well it's been a super long time since i've been around. I totally got freaked out by what ... [snip!] ... be quite big. He's already measuring a week ahead of what i really am. And well you can't really screw up an IVF due date lol! "

Awww I'm sorry it freaked you out. I don't blame you at all though. I think it would freak me out too if I was in your shoes. Try to take some comfort in knowing that what happened to me wasn't a fluke. It was something we knew I was at risk for.

Congrats on your boy!  

Ugh Ashleigh, you are so right. I do want this and it will be worth it. I'm such an emotional mess. I went to pick my son up from pre-school and the toddlers were gathered in the great room I had to walk through to get to his class. I almost started crying. Like 3 of them were saying hi to me. I miss that age. I want that.

I have to say that through all this crap with TTC I've grown to appreciate my son so much more. I'm so proud of him. One day I hope that he's with us 100% of the time. It would complete our family with a few other little ones  

Quoting CandyFreak82:" Hey guys!! Well it's been a super long time since i've been around. I totally got freaked out by what ... [snip!] ... be quite big. He's already measuring a week ahead of what i really am. And well you can't really screw up an IVF due date lol! "

Congrats on your boy!!!! Boys are so sweet!

Quoting CandyFreak82:" Hey guys!! Well it's been a super long time since i've been around. I totally got freaked out by what ... [snip!] ... be quite big. He's already measuring a week ahead of what i really am. And well you can't really screw up an IVF due date lol! "

Congrats on your baby boy!!! SO exciting!

Quoting nurselindsey:" Ugh Ashleigh, you are so right. I do want this and it will be worth it. I'm such an emotional mess. I ... [snip!] ... proud of him. One day I hope that he's with us 100% of the time. It would complete our family with a few other little ones   "

I know what you mean, the little boy I nanny for goes to daycare 2 days a week for socializing, and everytime I pick him up the little girl will yell "Ari's mommy is here!!!!" or some little kid will ask "Are you a mommy?!" ... can't really yell or start crying at a 2 year old lol.

It will all be worth it in the end. It sucks that we have to be the ones to struggle when we might just be the most deserving. I'm not much of a religious person, but I always believe and have my faith. Faith doesn't make things easy, it makes them possible.. it IS possible, just keep holding on!

Last night's test.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Last night's test. "</blockquote>




Might just be me but that looks darker than your previous ones. No?

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Last night's test. "</blockquote> Might just be me but that looks darker than your previous ones. No?"

     

Lindsey you better test early today! And this afternoon. Maybe this evening too.

Quoting Amelia Margaret:"       Lindsey you better test early today! And this afternoon. Maybe this evening too."

It was darker   I'll be testing in a few hours and again tonight.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" It was darker   I'll be testing in a few hours and again tonight."</blockquote>




Yay!!!!!!  

Quoting CandyFreak82:" Hey guys!! Well it's been a super long time since i've been around. I totally got freaked out by what ... [snip!] ... be quite big. He's already measuring a week ahead of what i really am. And well you can't really screw up an IVF due date lol! "

congrats!!! Boys are my favorite. I love my daughter but I'd like to stick with 1 ;) but I would be ecstatic just the same if we did have a girl!

Quoting nurselindsey:" Last night's test. "

Excited to see your test from today!