re: *OFFICIAL* Fertility Treatment Thread (Clomid, IVF, IUI)

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Thank you. You are right. I'm sure I'm just feeling this way because of the situation I'm in right now. It just sucks. "</blockquote>



Understandable, it's an emotional roller coaster for sure!

Damn. I'm pretty sure I missed it. No more EWCM today. My cervix is high and closed-ish. And this.


It's not dark at all.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Damn. I'm pretty sure I missed it. No more EWCM today. My cervix is high and closed-ish. And this. It's not dark at all. "</blockquote>



Boo!!!! Maybe it's still early though? Like you said, sometimes you don't O til CD 20

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Damn. I'm pretty sure I missed it. No more ... [snip!] ... not dark at all. "</blockquote> Boo!!!! Maybe it's still early though? Like you said, sometimes you don't O til CD 20"

It was darker last night... and yesterday. I'll test again later in the afternoon but I doubt I'll get a positive. I guess I'm going to have to contact some people and see if I can get it confirmed and see if I can put this stuff back in storage. Smurf.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" It was darker last night... and yesterday. I'll test again later in the afternoon but I doubt I'll get ... [snip!] ... going to have to contact some people and see if I can get it confirmed and see if I can put this stuff back in storage. Smurf. "</blockquote>



  keep me posted! And definitely call people before Thursday to store it. I know a lot of REs offices are different but I store mine there for a monthly fee.

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" It was darker last night... and yesterday. ... [snip!] ... call people before Thursday to store it. I know a lot of REs offices are different but I store mine there for a monthly fee."

My RE won't.... I have a loosely termed RE. I have Kaiser and they offer IUI but that's it. If we needed something beyond IUI we'd be referred to OHSU (where I purchased the sperm from). OHSU will store it for me for $50 a year.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" My RE won't.... I have a loosely termed RE. I have Kaiser and they offer IUI but that's it. If we needed ... [snip!] ... something beyond IUI we'd be referred to OHSU (where I purchased the sperm from). OHSU will store it for me for $50 a year. "</blockquote>




Gotcha!!

I'm so upset. This just sucks. The whole thing just sucks. Why can't we just get pregnant like normal people?!
I have to go to a stupid work meeting here in 40 minutes. I'm worried about what they're going to say. Our hospital lost it's contract with Kaiser as of 10/1/13. That's about 25% of our patients that can't be served at our hospital anymore. I'm really worried that they're going to lay people off. If that's the case we can't afford to TTC anymore. Frick. Awful. Day.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" I'm so upset. This just sucks. The whole thing just sucks. Why can't we just get pregnant like normal ... [snip!] ... I'm really worried that they're going to lay people off. If that's the case we can't afford to TTC anymore. Frick. Awful. Day. "</blockquote>



OMG. Not a good day for you! I'm sorry Hun *hugs!!* hoping things don't go that way! Good luck

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" I'm so upset. This just sucks. The whole ... [snip!] ... Day. "</blockquote> OMG. Not a good day for you! I'm sorry Hun *hugs!!* hoping things don't go that way! Good luck"

Thanks. I'll let you know. I'm headed out the door right now.

Quoting nurselindsey:" No. I've had normal cycles before so they let me do home monitoring for 4 cycles.... They'll let me ... [snip!] ... 4 failed IUI's before they'll intervene. I really hope we don't get there. That's a lot of money and a lot of heart break. "

Ouch. Four?  

Quoting nurselindsey:" I'm so sick of seeing posts on BG like, "I'm so sick of being pregnant" I want to slap some girls! I'll trade you places! "

Yeah the hardest ones for me are those complaining about hospital bedrest. Girl, be glad your baby has a chance!

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" I'm so sick of seeing posts on BG like, "I'm ... [snip!] ... I know! Or the ones that say "oh FML I'm pregnant this sucks" like yeah please post this in "TTC" ... Idiots!"

Oh yeah and I LOVE seeing linespotter threads in TTC from women who were not TTC.

Quoting nurselindsey:" Damn. I'm pretty sure I missed it. No more EWCM today. My cervix is high and closed-ish. And this. It's not dark at all. "

It's still early in the day! Make sure you POAS again before you go to bed tonight.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" Oh yeah and I LOVE seeing linespotter threads in TTC from women who were not TTC."</blockquote>



Right?! "I don't know how this happened but here's my bfp" like shut up! lol